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WEBVTT - https://subtitletools.com 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:18.000 ♪ Fixed & Synced by bozxphd.Enjoy The Flick ♪ 00:01:20.360 --> 00:01:25.241 There were three little pigs and they made a house out of twigs 00:01:25.320 --> 00:01:27.129 and the wolf came... 00:01:31.720 --> 00:01:33.006 He blows it down? 00:01:33.080 --> 00:01:34.844 Yeah, but what happens in the middle? 00:01:34.920 --> 00:01:37.082 I keep wanting to do this little piggy went to market, 00:01:37.200 --> 00:01:38.326 but that's with the toes. 00:01:40.200 --> 00:01:43.170 And the wolf keeps blowing the house in. 00:01:43.240 --> 00:01:47.768 And the, uh... And the pigs keep making different houses. 00:01:47.840 --> 00:01:50.366 And... No, no. No, no, no, no. 00:01:54.880 --> 00:01:57.486 - What the fuck do we do? - I don't know. 00:01:58.040 --> 00:02:00.168 Okay, who's ready to eat? 00:02:00.240 --> 00:02:02.322 Oh, who's ready to eat? 00:02:02.920 --> 00:02:06.766 Ah! I love how she stretches, it's just like we do. 00:02:06.840 --> 00:02:08.126 It's so funny. 00:02:08.200 --> 00:02:10.160 It never occurred to me that stretching is innate. 00:02:10.200 --> 00:02:12.282 - You want to see it? - Yeah. 00:02:12.400 --> 00:02:16.166 Okay, it got infected with staph, but it's not the bad staph. 00:02:17.040 --> 00:02:18.280 - What is it? - Guess. 00:02:18.360 --> 00:02:20.203 You can come closer, it's not bad staph. 00:02:20.280 --> 00:02:21.770 I still don't want the baby touching it. 00:02:21.840 --> 00:02:23.330 I can't tell. 00:02:24.440 --> 00:02:26.408 It's Willow's sonogram. 00:02:26.480 --> 00:02:28.084 Oh, yeah. 00:02:28.160 --> 00:02:30.561 I did it for Marina. I was just so fucking proud of her. 00:02:30.640 --> 00:02:33.086 Why it's for me, I still don't understand. 00:02:33.160 --> 00:02:34.730 You know, she didn't even get the epidural. 00:02:35.240 --> 00:02:37.129 It's a mother fucker. 00:02:37.200 --> 00:02:38.770 It's a ring of fucking fire, 00:02:39.040 --> 00:02:41.691 but it was the most beautiful experience of my life. 00:02:41.760 --> 00:02:43.489 I fell in love immediately. 00:02:43.600 --> 00:02:44.886 A love I've never felt. 00:02:44.960 --> 00:02:46.200 Don't take that the wrong way, Marina. 00:02:46.280 --> 00:02:48.675 No, I know exactly what you mean. It's pure. 00:02:48.687 --> 00:02:49.489 Aw. 00:02:49.840 --> 00:02:51.330 - Oh, you guys should do it! - Yeah. 00:02:51.440 --> 00:02:52.851 You would make such good parents. 00:02:52.920 --> 00:02:54.445 - I'm sorry. I know you... - No, no, it's fine. 00:02:54.520 --> 00:02:56.010 We, uh, you know, we... 00:02:56.080 --> 00:02:57.650 It's just such a game changer. 00:02:57.760 --> 00:03:00.206 When I saw her, I thought, "I know you." 00:03:00.280 --> 00:03:01.770 It's true, I recognized her immediately. 00:03:01.840 --> 00:03:03.046 Because I'd read to her in the womb, 00:03:03.160 --> 00:03:05.481 she knew my voice immediately. I read Stephen King's The Tommyknockers. 00:03:05.560 --> 00:03:07.244 It's like in one moment, everything is different. 00:03:07.320 --> 00:03:09.322 - It's like all the stuff before... - It's a gift. 00:03:09.440 --> 00:03:10.566 Fine, you know, we're figuring it out. 00:03:10.640 --> 00:03:11.641 I mean, we're just animals. 00:03:11.720 --> 00:03:15.611 But now, okay, real life. You know? 00:03:18.520 --> 00:03:20.887 I can't remember Goldilocks either anymore. 00:03:20.960 --> 00:03:22.883 The porridge part, but not what happens. 00:03:22.960 --> 00:03:25.327 - She gets eaten, right? - Does she? 00:03:25.400 --> 00:03:27.482 There's, like, an oven that's too hot. 00:03:27.600 --> 00:03:29.080 You don't want kids, right? 00:03:30.480 --> 00:03:31.925 Because I don't. 00:03:32.000 --> 00:03:34.606 I'm sorry, I feel so guilty for saying that. 00:03:34.680 --> 00:03:35.727 I mean, I did. 00:03:35.800 --> 00:03:37.484 If we'd had the magic sexy version 00:03:37.560 --> 00:03:39.562 and one day suddenly had a baby. 00:03:39.640 --> 00:03:43.042 But all those drugs and shots and miscarriages. 00:03:43.160 --> 00:03:45.128 I don't want to do it again and it not to work. 00:03:45.200 --> 00:03:47.362 I know. And I like our life as it is. 00:03:47.440 --> 00:03:51.047 Yeah. I mean, if we wanted to take off to Paris tomorrow, we could. 00:03:51.120 --> 00:03:52.960 Yeah, I mean, I think we might have a hard time 00:03:53.000 --> 00:03:55.651 finding an affordable fare on such short notice, but yeah. 00:03:55.720 --> 00:03:57.240 No, I know, and I couldn't leave work. 00:03:57.280 --> 00:03:59.851 If we're going to do it, we should plan it at least a month in advance. 00:04:00.080 --> 00:04:02.401 A month is still in the realm of spontaneity. 00:04:02.480 --> 00:04:03.480 No, I know. 00:04:03.520 --> 00:04:06.285 I mean, the time we spent in Rome, what was that? 00:04:06.360 --> 00:04:07.646 2006. 00:04:07.720 --> 00:04:09.165 - It wasn't 2006. - Yeah, it was. 00:04:10.120 --> 00:04:12.248 Because I was working with my dad on his dance film. 00:04:12.320 --> 00:04:14.322 Rome was eight years ago already? 00:04:14.920 --> 00:04:16.365 - Shit. - Yeah. 00:04:16.960 --> 00:04:18.689 I looked at the pictures recently. 00:04:18.760 --> 00:04:21.041 We were two younger people standing at the Trevi Fountain. 00:04:21.320 --> 00:04:23.721 - We look similar. - We look younger. 00:04:25.320 --> 00:04:26.810 I tried to get you to go to Mexico last summer. 00:04:27.120 --> 00:04:28.770 I needed to finish my documentary. 00:04:28.840 --> 00:04:30.569 But you didn't finish it. 00:04:31.200 --> 00:04:32.960 Well, maybe the point is we have the freedom. 00:04:33.000 --> 00:04:35.207 What we do with it isn't that important. 00:04:36.360 --> 00:04:39.523 Marina said they haven't had sex in nearly a year. 00:04:40.600 --> 00:04:43.570 Fletcher was too weirded out by the pregnancy. 00:04:43.640 --> 00:04:45.165 God. 00:04:45.840 --> 00:04:47.046 Delivery? 00:05:03.040 --> 00:05:05.042 What is that, a 75-watt? 00:05:07.640 --> 00:05:09.881 I can't see, it's too bright. 00:05:10.560 --> 00:05:12.722 It's too high a wattage. 00:05:12.800 --> 00:05:14.529 I'll change it tomorrow. 00:05:14.600 --> 00:05:17.046 There was a poll conducted in 1987 00:05:17.120 --> 00:05:19.930 in which people were given a series of phrases 00:05:20.000 --> 00:05:23.482 and asked which ones could be found in the U.S. Constitution. 00:05:24.000 --> 00:05:27.766 One of the phrases that got the highest percentage of votes was, 00:05:28.240 --> 00:05:30.766 "From each according to his ability," 00:05:30.840 --> 00:05:32.888 "to each according to his need." 00:05:32.960 --> 00:05:34.610 Let me see the continuities. 00:05:35.040 --> 00:05:38.886 ...in the U.S. Constitution, but is the famous communist credo 00:05:38.960 --> 00:05:40.530 popularized by Karl Marx. 00:05:40.600 --> 00:05:42.204 Why do they type this stuff so small? 00:05:42.320 --> 00:05:44.971 I think that's 12 point. That's normal. 00:05:45.160 --> 00:05:49.051 - lt's not 12, it's at most eight. - Excuse me. 00:05:49.360 --> 00:05:51.283 - Hello? - We have to cut away from Ira here 00:05:51.360 --> 00:05:55.126 - because he gets a phone call. - Sweetie, this happens every fucking day. 00:05:55.200 --> 00:05:58.170 Okay, cut me to me asking the question about hermeneutics. 00:05:58.240 --> 00:05:59.287 We could, but... 00:06:00.160 --> 00:06:01.889 You look like this. 00:06:01.960 --> 00:06:04.930 Why is Paul Ricoeur's idea of the hermeneutics of suspicion so important? 00:06:05.000 --> 00:06:06.968 It's from eight years ago. 00:06:07.720 --> 00:06:13.284 And the previous shot of you asking any relevant questions is this. 00:06:13.360 --> 00:06:15.886 So, then, what did Mills mean by the concept of military... 00:06:15.960 --> 00:06:17.371 God, that was eight years ago? 00:06:17.960 --> 00:06:19.450 It's been 10. 00:06:19.800 --> 00:06:21.962 Are my eyes getting hollows? 00:06:22.800 --> 00:06:24.325 I don't know. 00:06:25.760 --> 00:06:27.489 Well, we're getting there. 00:06:28.200 --> 00:06:29.406 When I get the rest of the grant money, 00:06:29.480 --> 00:06:31.005 we'll reshoot me asking the questions 00:06:31.080 --> 00:06:33.321 along with the trip to Istanbul. 00:06:33.400 --> 00:06:37.086 Look, Josh, I hate to bring this up, 00:06:37.160 --> 00:06:39.925 but I'm gonna need a little money soon. 00:06:40.520 --> 00:06:42.443 No, I know, you've been patient. 00:06:42.520 --> 00:06:45.285 I'm just waiting for the rest of the last grant money. 00:06:45.360 --> 00:06:47.362 But soon'? 00:06:48.160 --> 00:06:49.571 Yeah, I'll get you. 00:06:51.840 --> 00:06:53.729 "Documentary is about someone else." 00:06:53.800 --> 00:06:55.689 "Fiction is about me." 00:06:56.520 --> 00:06:58.568 This is a quote from Jean-Luc Godard. 00:06:59.360 --> 00:07:01.488 Now, what do we think about this? 00:07:01.560 --> 00:07:04.166 Can a documentary be personal? 00:07:05.360 --> 00:07:08.330 Documentaries, I want to say to you today, 00:07:08.400 --> 00:07:10.562 can and should be about me. 00:07:11.960 --> 00:07:14.247 "Me" meaning all of us. 00:07:15.000 --> 00:07:16.081 Lights. 00:07:17.880 --> 00:07:20.406 Frank, could you just hit that switch? 00:07:21.200 --> 00:07:23.680 Now, this is an image from... 00:07:25.680 --> 00:07:27.205 Well, shit. 00:07:30.800 --> 00:07:34.088 This should be an image of seal hunting from Nanook of the North. 00:07:36.280 --> 00:07:38.362 Sorry "Mmm?" 00:07:38.960 --> 00:07:42.442 - About what? - Hey. Beautiful class. 00:07:43.160 --> 00:07:46.209 Oh, thanks. I don't know why the PowerPoint didn't work, but... 00:07:46.680 --> 00:07:48.842 I loved what you said about hyper reality. 00:07:48.920 --> 00:07:51.844 - Thanks. - I'm Jamie. This is my wife, Darby. 00:07:52.720 --> 00:07:53.960 Josh Srebnick. 00:07:54.040 --> 00:07:55.485 Nice to meet you. 00:07:55.560 --> 00:07:57.164 - It was interesting. - Thanks. 00:07:57.400 --> 00:08:00.006 I'm not sure why the PowerPoint didn't work. 00:08:00.720 --> 00:08:02.051 How did you get in here? 00:08:02.120 --> 00:08:03.963 Well, we're auditing your class. 00:08:04.040 --> 00:08:06.930 It's a continuing education class, 00:08:07.000 --> 00:08:09.287 you can't audit a continuing education class. 00:08:10.400 --> 00:08:11.481 I'm a fan. 00:08:11.560 --> 00:08:14.962 And, hey, I really loved your film Power Elite. 00:08:15.400 --> 00:08:16.401 You've seen it? 00:08:16.640 --> 00:08:17.846 Hey, thanks. 00:08:17.920 --> 00:08:21.527 It's everything I aspire to, and you make it look so easy. 00:08:21.600 --> 00:08:22.726 Uh, do you make documentaries? 00:08:22.800 --> 00:08:24.245 I shoot stuff, you know, with friends, yeah. 00:08:24.320 --> 00:08:25.321 But nothing like what you're doing. 00:08:25.440 --> 00:08:27.568 He's always shooting. 00:08:27.640 --> 00:08:29.085 Don't take this the wrong way, 00:08:29.160 --> 00:08:30.764 but how did you see Power Elite? 00:08:30.840 --> 00:08:32.171 I found a VHS on eBay. 00:08:32.280 --> 00:08:33.486 I paid, like, 60 bucks for it. 00:08:33.560 --> 00:08:36.530 You know what was great, was that scene with the dogs around the garbage. 00:08:36.600 --> 00:08:37.647 How did you stage that? 00:08:37.880 --> 00:08:38.881 Oh. Uh... 00:08:39.680 --> 00:08:43.605 Those dogs were just there and, uh, I said, "Hey, shoot those dogs." 00:08:44.760 --> 00:08:45.807 And we did. 00:08:46.040 --> 00:08:47.041 Beautiful. 00:08:47.600 --> 00:08:51.605 I've been working on this other one for about eight years now, 00:08:51.680 --> 00:08:54.047 but I think I'm zeroing in on it. 00:08:54.120 --> 00:08:55.201 I'd love to see it. 00:08:55.280 --> 00:08:56.441 You want to come get a bite with us? 00:08:56.520 --> 00:09:00.081 Oh, I'm meeting my wife around the corner at this Chinese place. 00:09:00.160 --> 00:09:02.640 My wife and I are going to the same goddamn place! 00:09:04.400 --> 00:09:05.811 I've learned along the way you can discover more 00:09:05.880 --> 00:09:07.609 by not knowing all the answers, 00:09:07.680 --> 00:09:10.000 by allowing yourself to be surprised by what you encounter. 00:09:10.080 --> 00:09:12.082 - Yeah, yeah. - And sometimes that means waiting 00:09:12.160 --> 00:09:14.242 years for something to happen. 00:09:14.320 --> 00:09:16.527 How did you start out? Like, who influenced you? 00:09:16.600 --> 00:09:18.568 Oh. Well, I steal from everyone. 00:09:18.640 --> 00:09:21.450 Wiseman, Maysles, Pennebaker. 00:09:21.520 --> 00:09:24.251 My first job out of graduate school was working for Leslie Breitbart. 00:09:24.560 --> 00:09:26.050 Jeez Louise. 00:09:26.120 --> 00:09:28.327 That's also, incidentally, how I met Cornelia. 00:09:28.400 --> 00:09:30.209 - He's her dad. - What? 00:09:30.280 --> 00:09:32.282 This is before they hated each other. 00:09:32.360 --> 00:09:33.600 We don't hate each other. 00:09:33.680 --> 00:09:36.570 - Cornelia also produces her dad's films. - He's amazing. 00:09:36.680 --> 00:09:38.250 He's a giant. He's a guy I'd love to meet. 00:09:38.320 --> 00:09:40.209 Do you also produce Josh's films? 00:09:40.320 --> 00:09:41.810 No, Josh likes to work alone. 00:09:42.880 --> 00:09:44.848 Josh, what's your new film about? 00:09:44.920 --> 00:09:46.604 Well, I'm trying to solve the problem 00:09:46.680 --> 00:09:48.762 that Eisenstein never solved, 00:09:48.840 --> 00:09:51.081 that is, how to make a film that is both materialist 00:09:51.160 --> 00:09:53.128 and intellectual at the same time. 00:09:53.560 --> 00:09:56.040 Uh, it's about the distinctly American relationship 00:09:56.120 --> 00:09:58.009 between biography and history, 00:09:58.360 --> 00:09:59.521 theory and method 00:09:59.600 --> 00:10:02.922 and how that relates to power and class in our country, 00:10:03.000 --> 00:10:05.480 particularly the political, military and economic elite. 00:10:06.880 --> 00:10:09.121 - It's really about America. - Eisenstein's astonishing. 00:10:09.200 --> 00:10:10.804 - I just watched Strike. - Oh. 00:10:11.200 --> 00:10:12.690 I'm obsessed with Europe in the '20s, see. 00:10:12.760 --> 00:10:14.840 The interwar period, ex-patriots, that sort of thing. 00:10:14.880 --> 00:10:17.480 I keep trying to get Jamie to do something with before-and-afters. 00:10:17.520 --> 00:10:19.249 All humans love before-and-afters. 00:10:19.800 --> 00:10:22.371 Any TV show with before-and-afters will succeed. 00:10:22.440 --> 00:10:25.046 Before you said that. After you said that. 00:10:25.840 --> 00:10:27.285 - Fuck you. - Oh. 00:10:31.200 --> 00:10:32.531 What do you do, Darby? 00:10:32.600 --> 00:10:35.285 - Darby makes ice cream. - Yeah, I make ice cream. 00:10:35.920 --> 00:10:38.571 I brought some of it to the Whole Foods near us. They're pumped. 00:10:38.640 --> 00:10:39.880 It's Jamie's idea to sell it, 00:10:39.960 --> 00:10:41.246 I just do it because I like it. 00:10:41.320 --> 00:10:42.810 And you guys are married? 00:10:42.880 --> 00:10:44.962 That's so nice and old-fashioned. 00:10:45.080 --> 00:10:47.321 Yeah. We said our vows in an empty water tower in Harlem. 00:10:47.400 --> 00:10:49.880 There was a mariachi band and a Slip'N Slide. 00:10:50.080 --> 00:10:51.081 Oh! 00:10:51.160 --> 00:10:52.491 It was beautiful. Some rituals exist for a reason. 00:10:52.560 --> 00:10:53.766 Jamie wanted a big wedding. 00:10:53.960 --> 00:10:55.724 We did it at City Hall. 00:10:56.920 --> 00:10:58.490 Isaac and Benny are walking the tracks. 00:10:58.560 --> 00:11:00.164 Oh, have you done this? 00:11:00.240 --> 00:11:02.447 We walked through the subway tunnels of the D line last week. 00:11:02.520 --> 00:11:04.760 - No, no, we haven't. - They're at a bar on Essex. 00:11:04.800 --> 00:11:06.450 - Do you want to come? - Oh! 00:11:07.200 --> 00:11:08.326 Do we? 00:11:09.360 --> 00:11:10.805 Uh... 00:11:12.400 --> 00:11:14.721 It's already past our bedtime. 00:11:15.080 --> 00:11:17.606 Yeah, we're usually in bed by 11:00. 00:11:18.760 --> 00:11:20.046 - Let me get it. - Thanks. 00:11:20.480 --> 00:11:21.527 Yeah, thanks. 00:11:21.960 --> 00:11:23.849 No, yeah, I'll get it. 00:11:25.000 --> 00:11:27.401 If you've got any time, and I know you're super busy, 00:11:27.480 --> 00:11:29.209 I'd love to show you what I'm working on. 00:11:29.280 --> 00:11:30.770 Come by our place this weekend. 00:11:30.840 --> 00:11:32.285 I have my fall flavors. 00:11:32.360 --> 00:11:34.010 They don't make this film anymore. 00:11:34.080 --> 00:11:36.731 I bought 400 packs before they discontinued it. 00:11:39.160 --> 00:11:40.161 Let's go, worm! 00:11:41.160 --> 00:11:43.083 Jamie is always moving. 00:11:43.800 --> 00:11:45.529 I can't leap as fast as that kid. 00:11:45.640 --> 00:11:46.971 I don't move as quickly. 00:11:47.080 --> 00:11:48.605 You should see him on Rollerblades. 00:11:53.440 --> 00:11:56.046 I like how engaged they are in everything. 00:11:56.120 --> 00:11:59.647 They're all making things and they're so excited for each other. 00:11:59.720 --> 00:12:01.165 It's selfless. 00:12:01.280 --> 00:12:02.770 And they're so respectful of us. 00:12:02.840 --> 00:12:05.605 I mean, compared to when we go out with Marina and Fletcher, 00:12:05.680 --> 00:12:08.251 I feel like we're all just talking about ourselves. 00:12:08.320 --> 00:12:09.446 They asked questions. 00:12:09.520 --> 00:12:11.170 They didn't ask me any questions. 00:12:11.240 --> 00:12:12.571 When I was their age, I never would have 00:12:12.640 --> 00:12:14.130 come up to me like that and invited me out. 00:12:14.200 --> 00:12:15.725 I would have been too scared. 00:12:15.800 --> 00:12:17.962 They're really not nervous. 00:12:18.200 --> 00:12:20.931 I just wish you hadn't told him I work with my dad. 00:12:21.000 --> 00:12:22.047 Why'? 00:12:22.120 --> 00:12:24.521 I don't know, he seems ambitious. 00:12:24.600 --> 00:12:26.648 No. I don't think he thinks that way. 00:12:26.720 --> 00:12:28.051 It's about process. 00:12:28.120 --> 00:12:29.929 How has he even seen anything of yours? 00:12:30.000 --> 00:12:31.206 EBay. 00:12:31.280 --> 00:12:32.691 I love his shoes. 00:12:32.760 --> 00:12:34.603 I have some wing tips here somewhere. 00:12:34.680 --> 00:12:36.520 I stopped wearing them when I got shin splints. 00:12:36.800 --> 00:12:39.041 It was almost like he was studying you. 00:12:39.120 --> 00:12:41.441 Can we go to their place this weekend? 00:12:41.520 --> 00:12:43.443 We never see our real friends. 00:12:43.520 --> 00:12:46.603 Why do you suddenly want to hang out with a couple of 25-year-olds? 00:12:46.680 --> 00:12:47.841 We were just 25. 00:12:47.920 --> 00:12:49.604 I mean, we weren't, but you know. 00:12:49.680 --> 00:12:50.966 It'll be fun. 00:12:51.080 --> 00:12:52.764 Um, it would probably be Richard Dreyfuss. 00:12:52.840 --> 00:12:54.683 He's friends with my parents. 00:12:55.240 --> 00:12:56.446 Uh, a member of Parliament. 00:12:56.680 --> 00:12:57.681 Um... 00:12:58.160 --> 00:12:59.161 Probably Shia LaBeouf. 00:13:01.680 --> 00:13:03.728 This girl who wrote on that show, Medium. 00:13:03.800 --> 00:13:05.723 - Doug Liman. - Bill Clinton. 00:13:06.000 --> 00:13:07.809 But I think it's probably his office. 00:13:07.880 --> 00:13:09.325 It's ringing. 00:13:10.160 --> 00:13:11.605 Yeah, it's his office. 00:13:11.680 --> 00:13:13.364 Robert Downey Sr. 00:13:16.600 --> 00:13:17.601 It's really funny. 00:13:17.680 --> 00:13:20.331 - I like Robert Downey Sr. - That's the latest anyway. 00:13:20.400 --> 00:13:23.529 I'm also doing people describing scenes from movies that they like 00:13:23.600 --> 00:13:24.965 but haven't seen in a while. 00:13:25.040 --> 00:13:27.361 Darby's going to do Rosemary's Baby, see. 00:13:27.440 --> 00:13:29.442 "What have you done to its eyes?" 00:13:29.720 --> 00:13:31.722 "He has his father's eyes." 00:13:32.080 --> 00:13:34.481 Joshy, come with me to the playroom. 00:13:34.560 --> 00:13:36.562 - I want a kitten! - That's Good Cop. 00:13:36.640 --> 00:13:37.641 This is Bad Cop. 00:13:38.280 --> 00:13:39.441 I love these kittens. 00:13:39.520 --> 00:13:42.569 I hope they don't grow up to be assholes, because that can happen. 00:13:43.520 --> 00:13:44.521 Wow! 00:13:44.600 --> 00:13:45.931 Oh, my God. 00:13:47.040 --> 00:13:49.281 This is just like my record collection. 00:13:49.560 --> 00:13:50.766 Except mine are CDs. 00:13:50.840 --> 00:13:52.365 CDs? 00:13:52.440 --> 00:13:54.920 It took me years to discover this stuff. 00:13:58.960 --> 00:14:00.246 I need to buy a new desk. 00:14:00.360 --> 00:14:02.681 You should come with me to the lumber yard. 00:14:02.760 --> 00:14:04.410 We'll make one. 00:14:04.480 --> 00:14:05.811 A whole desk? 00:14:05.880 --> 00:14:07.609 It's much cheaper than buying one, see. 00:14:07.720 --> 00:14:08.720 And more fun. 00:14:08.760 --> 00:14:11.047 Darby, can I borrow your bike? 00:14:11.160 --> 00:14:13.401 I'm going to the deli for some Goldfish. 00:14:13.480 --> 00:14:14.561 Okay. 00:14:14.640 --> 00:14:16.688 Tipper, did you feed Nico? 00:14:17.480 --> 00:14:18.766 I forgot. 00:14:22.160 --> 00:14:24.367 That's our roommate, Tipper. 00:14:24.440 --> 00:14:26.966 Ding-a-ling-a-ling! Chow time! 00:14:27.040 --> 00:14:28.565 Nico's a chicken? 00:14:31.040 --> 00:14:34.601 I have to say I really admire how you guys are so in the moment 00:14:34.680 --> 00:14:37.729 and just enjoying doing and making things. 00:14:37.800 --> 00:14:38.847 It's inspiring. 00:14:39.080 --> 00:14:40.080 Thanks, Joshy. 00:14:40.120 --> 00:14:43.363 People our age are so success and results-oriented, 00:14:43.440 --> 00:14:45.329 they've forgotten about process. 00:14:45.720 --> 00:14:47.563 Josh, are you success-oriented? 00:14:47.640 --> 00:14:49.130 - No. - Totally. 00:14:52.160 --> 00:14:56.085 I feel like there are people who don't drop things as much as I do. 00:14:56.160 --> 00:14:57.491 I don't keep things yar. 00:14:57.600 --> 00:14:59.364 She's a mess. And an ugly eater. 00:14:59.440 --> 00:15:00.487 I say that with love. 00:15:00.560 --> 00:15:01.607 Fuck you. 00:15:01.680 --> 00:15:05.844 It's an avocado and almond milk sorbet. Benny designed the container. 00:15:05.920 --> 00:15:09.242 It tastes like that candy that they sometimes make into pigs or little fruits. 00:15:09.320 --> 00:15:12.290 Yeah, it's, um... Shit. I know that. 00:15:13.000 --> 00:15:16.243 I keep wanting to say baklava, but that's a Greek dessert. 00:15:16.600 --> 00:15:19.365 The almond-tasting pigs and fruits are made of... 00:15:22.040 --> 00:15:23.041 I'll look it up. 00:15:23.120 --> 00:15:25.202 - No, that's too easy. - Let's try to remember it. 00:15:31.920 --> 00:15:33.445 - Can I now? - No. 00:15:34.440 --> 00:15:36.727 Let's just not know what it is. 00:16:22.520 --> 00:16:24.170 Over here. Let's go! 00:16:43.920 --> 00:16:45.160 End transmission. 00:16:46.320 --> 00:16:47.367 We have news. 00:16:47.600 --> 00:16:49.728 I decided, with Marina going back to work, 00:16:49.800 --> 00:16:51.848 I'm going to take a leave of absence from the firm 00:16:51.920 --> 00:16:52.967 and take care of Willow. 00:16:53.160 --> 00:16:54.685 - Oh! - Oh! 00:16:54.760 --> 00:16:56.285 Cool. How long? 00:16:56.600 --> 00:16:57.601 Indefinite. 00:16:57.680 --> 00:17:00.001 It's such a load off and I'm making enough, so... 00:17:00.120 --> 00:17:02.202 Hey, it's really just my ego at stake. 00:17:02.280 --> 00:17:04.203 - Time to re-watch Mr. Mom. - I already Netflixed it. 00:17:04.280 --> 00:17:05.361 I got some laughs. 00:17:05.440 --> 00:17:06.880 We're the boring couple with a baby. 00:17:06.920 --> 00:17:09.287 What have you guys been doing? Tell us something fun. 00:17:09.360 --> 00:17:11.328 Oh, we met this interesting couple. 00:17:11.400 --> 00:17:12.640 Jamie and Darby. 00:17:12.760 --> 00:17:15.604 He's a young documentarian and she makes ice cream. 00:17:15.880 --> 00:17:18.042 I don't know what to make of them, honestly. 00:17:18.120 --> 00:17:20.885 - I like her. - They make everything. 00:17:20.960 --> 00:17:22.200 It's infectious. 00:17:22.280 --> 00:17:24.480 For about 12 hours, I thought I could build my own desk. 00:17:24.520 --> 00:17:26.204 There is something about being around them 00:17:26.280 --> 00:17:27.930 that energizes you, you know? 00:17:28.000 --> 00:17:29.001 How old are they? 00:17:29.080 --> 00:17:31.367 - Twenty-six, 27. - Twenty-five, 26. 00:17:31.440 --> 00:17:32.521 They're children! 00:17:32.600 --> 00:17:34.045 Yeah, nine years ago, they couldn't vote. 00:17:34.120 --> 00:17:35.485 - But they're married. - Why? 00:17:35.560 --> 00:17:37.483 You should see this guy's record collection. 00:17:37.560 --> 00:17:40.404 It's Jay-Z, it's Thin Lizzy, it's Mozart. 00:17:40.480 --> 00:17:41.970 His taste is democratic. 00:17:42.080 --> 00:17:43.730 It's The Goonies and it's Citizen Kane. 00:17:43.800 --> 00:17:46.246 They don't distinguish between high and low, it's wonderful. 00:17:46.320 --> 00:17:47.560 When did The Goonies become a good movie? 00:17:47.640 --> 00:17:48.721 Well, you should hear this guy talk about it. 00:17:48.800 --> 00:17:51.326 And it's like their apartment is full of everything we once threw out, 00:17:51.400 --> 00:17:53.289 but it looks so good the way they have it. 00:17:53.360 --> 00:17:55.124 Who directed The Goonies? I'll look it up. 00:18:00.160 --> 00:18:01.844 Why is it that when one person picks up their phone, 00:18:01.960 --> 00:18:02.960 everybody else has to? 00:18:03.000 --> 00:18:04.206 - I have a quick thing. - I'm not on my phone. 00:18:04.280 --> 00:18:05.281 - The baby. - Richard Donner. 00:18:05.360 --> 00:18:08.330 Each of us is so certain that we've got the most important thing to do right now. 00:18:08.440 --> 00:18:09.680 I know, it's so rude. 00:18:09.760 --> 00:18:11.922 Not anymore. It used to be, but now it's accepted. 00:18:12.000 --> 00:18:13.535 It's like showing your ankles in the 1800s. 00:18:14.360 --> 00:18:17.204 Oh. The almond-tasting pigs and fruits are made of... 00:18:17.600 --> 00:18:19.011 - Marzipan! - Marzipan! 00:18:19.240 --> 00:18:20.241 Ugh! 00:18:22.200 --> 00:18:23.725 I thought... 00:18:23.800 --> 00:18:25.768 You guys want to hit this street beach with us? 00:18:25.840 --> 00:18:27.046 I don't know what you're saying. 00:18:27.120 --> 00:18:29.327 It's something Jamie and Darby are doing. 00:18:29.400 --> 00:18:31.164 Since when do you guys do two things in one night? 00:18:31.240 --> 00:18:33.208 - You never go anywhere. - We go anywhere. 00:18:33.280 --> 00:18:34.805 We have to get back for the sitter. 00:18:34.880 --> 00:18:36.370 Scratch that, we want to get back. 00:18:36.440 --> 00:18:37.885 I hate being away from her. 00:18:37.960 --> 00:18:40.201 - The sitter? - Yeah. It's true. 00:18:40.280 --> 00:18:41.805 We've lost you to the baby. 00:18:41.880 --> 00:18:43.325 You guys have to come see her again. 00:18:43.400 --> 00:18:45.971 - You should, really. We're always home. - She's already a different person. 00:18:46.040 --> 00:18:47.530 - Anytime, come by. We're always home. - Okay. Yeah. 00:18:47.600 --> 00:18:49.125 - All right, okay. - See ya. 00:18:49.200 --> 00:18:51.567 We have lost them to the baby. 00:18:52.160 --> 00:18:54.128 We go anywhere, right? 00:18:54.200 --> 00:18:56.043 We never go anywhere. 00:18:58.120 --> 00:18:59.884 High kick contest! 00:19:14.840 --> 00:19:15.841 Whoa! 00:19:18.160 --> 00:19:20.242 - What's the rumpus, Srebnicks? - You came! 00:19:21.880 --> 00:19:22.961 Have you tried this? 00:19:23.040 --> 00:19:24.440 Someone at some college figured out 00:19:24.480 --> 00:19:28.690 that if you put Jolly Ranchers in vodka for 24 hours, it's awesome. 00:19:29.080 --> 00:19:31.447 - Can I run an idea by you? - Sure, what? 00:19:31.520 --> 00:19:33.010 It's a project I want to shoot. 00:19:33.080 --> 00:19:34.081 Okay. 00:19:34.200 --> 00:19:36.851 I've never done Facebook, it's not my thing, see. 00:19:36.920 --> 00:19:37.921 Oh, really? 00:19:38.000 --> 00:19:39.280 Yeah, I was against it at first, 00:19:39.320 --> 00:19:41.527 but it's actually quite a useful tool. 00:19:41.600 --> 00:19:44.001 I mean, it makes me feel like I'm really connected. 00:19:44.120 --> 00:19:47.090 And there's pictures... Ow! What the shit? 00:19:47.160 --> 00:19:48.446 - Watch it! - I love you! 00:19:48.520 --> 00:19:50.522 - Oh! All right. - It's lame, yeah. 00:19:50.600 --> 00:19:52.807 That's why I'm doing this new thing with it. 00:19:52.920 --> 00:19:55.605 I'm going to start a profile and wait for people to contact me. 00:19:55.680 --> 00:19:57.728 Well, that part's normal, that's Facebook. 00:19:57.840 --> 00:19:59.922 And whoever the first person is from my childhood, 00:20:00.000 --> 00:20:01.490 someone I'm no longer in touch with, 00:20:01.560 --> 00:20:05.167 who contacts me, instead of responding to them on Facebook, see, 00:20:05.240 --> 00:20:08.084 I'm going to go find them in person. With my camera. 00:20:08.160 --> 00:20:09.161 Okay. 00:20:09.240 --> 00:20:10.571 Like, make Facebook real. 00:20:10.640 --> 00:20:12.324 It's like, you want to talk to me? Let's talk. 00:20:12.440 --> 00:20:14.090 Kind of just like real life? 00:20:14.160 --> 00:20:15.650 Exactly. 00:20:15.960 --> 00:20:18.486 - Well, real was there before Facebook. - Right. 00:20:19.960 --> 00:20:21.610 Sounds interesting. 00:20:21.680 --> 00:20:22.681 I'm not sure it's enough. 00:20:23.480 --> 00:20:25.244 - What do you mean? - Well, think about what you want to say. 00:20:25.320 --> 00:20:26.606 I mean, what are you hoping to find? 00:20:26.680 --> 00:20:28.205 Well, I'll know when I get there. 00:20:28.280 --> 00:20:30.203 You said we should be open to surprises, right? 00:20:30.640 --> 00:20:31.687 It's a nice beginning. 00:20:31.760 --> 00:20:34.411 But it might not be a full enough meal yet, you know? 00:20:34.480 --> 00:20:35.606 Keep digging- 00:20:36.920 --> 00:20:39.366 When I criticize quantitative analysis, 00:20:39.440 --> 00:20:42.523 it's not because statistics don't tell us anything. 00:20:42.600 --> 00:20:45.729 On the contrary, I'd say they are often very revealing. 00:20:45.840 --> 00:20:49.003 In fact, they can often be most revealing when... 00:20:50.120 --> 00:20:51.531 I've got to go to the gents'. 00:20:51.600 --> 00:20:53.728 Wait, the mic. 00:20:54.880 --> 00:20:56.211 Thank you. 00:21:02.560 --> 00:21:05.370 - I guess he's just doing that. - Yeah. 00:21:05.840 --> 00:21:08.730 Hey, Josh, how's that grant money doing? 00:21:08.800 --> 00:21:10.680 I'm expecting an email any day now confirming... 00:21:10.720 --> 00:21:13.451 No, thanks, but the rest of the grant money is coming? 00:21:13.520 --> 00:21:14.601 Yes. 00:21:14.680 --> 00:21:16.648 Assuming they get funded for the next calendar year. 00:21:16.720 --> 00:21:18.324 - Did you feed the dog? - I'm about to, sweetie. 00:21:18.400 --> 00:21:19.401 What does that mean? 00:21:19.480 --> 00:21:22.290 I don't know, one of the donors left his wife and... 00:21:22.360 --> 00:21:24.203 I don't know. But they're confirming the funding. 00:21:24.280 --> 00:21:26.248 Why'd he leave his wife? 00:21:29.320 --> 00:21:30.810 I don't know. 00:21:38.240 --> 00:21:39.651 Hey. Fox! 00:21:39.720 --> 00:21:41.449 Hey, Foxy Fox! 00:21:41.520 --> 00:21:43.887 I was just going to call you to see if you wanted to get lunch. 00:21:43.960 --> 00:21:45.121 Oh, how sweet. 00:21:45.240 --> 00:21:48.164 Uh, this is Pepper and Elise. This is Cornelia. 00:21:48.240 --> 00:21:49.321 - Hi. - Nice to meet you. 00:21:49.400 --> 00:21:50.447 We're going to a music class. 00:21:50.520 --> 00:21:51.681 It's really just for the mothers, 00:21:51.760 --> 00:21:52.841 they don't do anything yet. 00:21:52.920 --> 00:21:54.809 - Do you want to come? - Oh, maybe. 00:21:54.880 --> 00:21:56.564 Ah! Come on, then! 00:21:56.640 --> 00:21:57.926 How old are your kids? 00:21:58.000 --> 00:22:00.162 Mine? I... I don't have any kids. 00:22:00.240 --> 00:22:03.084 Oh, you're gonna... You're just coming to hang out. 00:22:03.800 --> 00:22:04.881 Cool. 00:22:04.960 --> 00:22:05.961 It's adorable. 00:22:06.040 --> 00:22:08.088 If you didn't know better, you'd think they're having seizures. 00:22:08.160 --> 00:22:09.400 Oh, yeah. 00:22:09.960 --> 00:22:12.327 Hello, hello. Let's get our hello hands high in the sky. 00:22:13.080 --> 00:22:15.970 And let's wave hello to each and every one of our friends 00:22:16.040 --> 00:22:18.008 - on this train with us today. - Hi! 00:22:18.080 --> 00:22:21.607 That's right. It's time to get this party started. 00:22:23.200 --> 00:22:28.525 All aboard Pick your destination. 00:22:28.760 --> 00:22:33.243 All aboard Come on, here we go. 00:22:33.320 --> 00:22:35.368 Now everybody say, choo-choo! 00:22:35.760 --> 00:22:37.125 - Choo-choo. - That's right. 00:22:37.200 --> 00:22:39.441 - Choo-choo. - Together. Choo-choo. 00:22:40.520 --> 00:22:45.686 All aboard Here at the station. 00:22:45.800 --> 00:22:51.091 All aboard We want to say hello. 00:22:51.480 --> 00:22:57.044 All aboard Pick your destination. 00:22:57.480 --> 00:22:59.687 All aboard. 00:22:59.760 --> 00:23:00.921 Holy shit! 00:23:01.000 --> 00:23:02.047 Come on, here we go. 00:23:02.120 --> 00:23:04.646 Now everybody say choo-choo! 00:23:04.720 --> 00:23:07.451 - Choo-choo! - Say choo-choo! 00:23:07.520 --> 00:23:09.522 I mean, I love her, she's a great mom, 00:23:09.600 --> 00:23:11.568 but I always felt like if I had a baby, 00:23:11.640 --> 00:23:13.722 the baby would just fold into my life. 00:23:13.800 --> 00:23:17.646 I mean, if you spend all your time at baby classes, you become a baby. 00:23:17.720 --> 00:23:19.688 It's like the mothers are infantilized, you know? 00:23:19.760 --> 00:23:21.171 I know, just, like, have a baby. 00:23:21.280 --> 00:23:23.280 You're cool, you know, cool people who have a house 00:23:23.320 --> 00:23:25.641 and, I don't know, just have a baby. 00:23:25.720 --> 00:23:28.120 You're going to Mexican food and there's a baby on the floor. 00:23:28.160 --> 00:23:29.969 I know. That's how I grew up. 00:23:30.040 --> 00:23:32.120 I want a baby. Maybe I'll just have a baby right now. 00:23:32.160 --> 00:23:34.288 You should. You can. 00:23:34.360 --> 00:23:36.647 I like kids who don't speak English. 00:23:36.720 --> 00:23:38.529 When are you going to have babies? 00:23:38.600 --> 00:23:41.683 A couple of times I got pregnant, but it didn't happen. 00:23:41.760 --> 00:23:43.330 I'm sorry. 00:23:43.440 --> 00:23:45.090 The longest only went eight weeks. 00:23:45.160 --> 00:23:47.322 After 35, it's a shit show. 00:23:47.400 --> 00:23:48.640 I'm sorry. You don't have to tell me. 00:23:48.720 --> 00:23:50.324 No, it's okay. It's what happened. 00:23:50.400 --> 00:23:51.447 I like telling you. 00:23:51.520 --> 00:23:53.966 I like how you give Josh a hard time. 00:23:54.040 --> 00:23:55.690 I don't think I give him a hard time. 00:23:55.760 --> 00:23:57.410 It reminds me of my mom. 00:23:57.480 --> 00:23:59.209 How she was with your dad? 00:23:59.280 --> 00:24:00.441 No, with my brother. 00:24:00.520 --> 00:24:03.922 God, she'd yell at him, but then iron all his weird racing T-shirts. 00:24:04.000 --> 00:24:05.525 I mother Jamie. 00:24:05.920 --> 00:24:06.967 Ugh. 00:24:07.040 --> 00:24:08.405 Sorry, I stink. 00:24:08.480 --> 00:24:10.050 - It's okay. - Here we go, here we go. 00:24:10.120 --> 00:24:12.063 What kind of class is this again? 00:24:12.075 --> 00:24:12.726 Hip-hop. 00:24:30.600 --> 00:24:32.250 I like that one. 00:25:12.920 --> 00:25:15.924 No, it's between these and these. 00:25:32.360 --> 00:25:33.805 Whoo! Ow! 00:25:34.800 --> 00:25:35.801 Ah. 00:25:38.640 --> 00:25:40.005 Hey, Jamie! 00:25:40.520 --> 00:25:41.726 Jamie! 00:25:44.000 --> 00:25:46.128 Well, it's just a strained muscle. 00:25:46.200 --> 00:25:48.965 But the more concerning thing here is your arthritis. 00:25:49.800 --> 00:25:50.800 Arthritis? 00:25:50.840 --> 00:25:53.207 Yes. You have arthritis in your knee. 00:25:54.480 --> 00:25:57.245 Is, uh, arthritis a catch-all 00:25:57.320 --> 00:25:59.561 for some kind of injury to the... 00:25:59.640 --> 00:26:02.564 No, arthritis is a degradation of the joints. 00:26:02.640 --> 00:26:04.563 Yeah, I know what traditional arthritis is. 00:26:04.640 --> 00:26:05.640 But... 00:26:05.680 --> 00:26:09.446 I'm not sure what you mean by "traditional," but this is arthritis. 00:26:10.080 --> 00:26:11.764 Arthritis arthritis? 00:26:11.880 --> 00:26:14.770 Yes. I usually just say it once. 00:26:14.840 --> 00:26:16.251 At my age? 00:26:16.320 --> 00:26:18.721 You're what, 42? 00:26:18.800 --> 00:26:20.211 Porky-four. 00:26:20.280 --> 00:26:24.046 Well, it happens at 42 and it happens at 44. 00:26:24.640 --> 00:26:27.928 I'm going to get you a prescription for paracetamol. 00:26:28.000 --> 00:26:30.765 We'll start there and see how it progresses, okay? 00:26:31.400 --> 00:26:34.131 Have you had your eyes checked recently? 00:26:34.680 --> 00:26:36.887 I have genetically great eyes. 00:26:37.680 --> 00:26:38.966 You're growing up. 00:26:39.040 --> 00:26:40.041 It's weird, you know? 00:26:40.160 --> 00:26:41.286 I'm at that age where things you think 00:26:41.360 --> 00:26:43.681 are only going to happen when you get older are actually happening. 00:26:43.960 --> 00:26:45.291 If I'm going to be totally honest with myself, 00:26:45.360 --> 00:26:46.850 I don't think I'm ever going to die. 00:26:46.920 --> 00:26:48.570 - I know that's crazy. - Lt's crazy. 00:26:48.640 --> 00:26:50.369 I think I'm pathologically happy. 00:26:50.640 --> 00:26:51.687 I mean, Cornelia and I, 00:26:51.760 --> 00:26:54.570 for a while, the fact that we got married was so amazing. 00:26:54.640 --> 00:26:56.210 I mean, we were married! 00:26:56.280 --> 00:26:59.887 Now we're just married, you know? 00:27:00.240 --> 00:27:01.366 Do you ever feel that? 00:27:01.440 --> 00:27:02.885 Best decision I ever made. 00:27:03.480 --> 00:27:05.369 - I really like this place. - Oh, hey! 00:27:05.440 --> 00:27:07.204 I got my first response on Facebook. 00:27:07.280 --> 00:27:09.328 - Yeah? - This guy, Kent Arlington. 00:27:09.440 --> 00:27:11.329 I haven't seen him since high school in Santa Cruz. 00:27:11.440 --> 00:27:13.408 Did you flesh it out more, the idea? 00:27:13.480 --> 00:27:15.323 A little, yeah. He's living in Poughkeepsie. 00:27:15.400 --> 00:27:17.720 Tipper and I are gonna ride the old zip there and find him. 00:27:18.080 --> 00:27:19.764 - Mmm. Shit. - What? 00:27:20.040 --> 00:27:22.520 My father-in-law. What is he doing here? 00:27:23.640 --> 00:27:25.642 - Where? - How are you? 00:27:25.720 --> 00:27:27.529 Good, Leslie, you? 00:27:27.600 --> 00:27:29.568 Good. Gearing up for my memorial. 00:27:30.040 --> 00:27:31.530 Leslie is having a tribute at Lincoln Center 00:27:31.600 --> 00:27:33.011 - next month. - Whew. 00:27:33.080 --> 00:27:34.206 What are you doing here? 00:27:34.280 --> 00:27:35.406 How do you even know about this place? 00:27:35.480 --> 00:27:38.040 Are you kidding? I've been coming here for pizza since it opened. 00:27:38.560 --> 00:27:40.449 This is Jamie, my friend. 00:27:40.520 --> 00:27:41.726 I'm sure you hear this all the time, 00:27:41.800 --> 00:27:45.168 but both Wedding and Arlo Takes a Bath changed my life. 00:27:45.240 --> 00:27:47.004 It made me want to tell stories in the non-fiction mode. 00:27:47.080 --> 00:27:48.081 Oh, thank you. 00:27:48.280 --> 00:27:50.521 No, thank you for your films. 00:27:50.600 --> 00:27:52.728 - How's my daughter? - How does she seem to you? 00:27:52.800 --> 00:27:54.848 - Seems well. - So, why are you asking me? 00:27:56.240 --> 00:27:58.846 Cornelia tells me you're looking for finishing money. 00:27:58.920 --> 00:28:00.251 Maybe. It depends on the grant. 00:28:00.320 --> 00:28:02.129 If this guy leaves his wife or not. 00:28:02.240 --> 00:28:03.810 I met a guy, hedge fund or something, 00:28:03.880 --> 00:28:05.600 he's interested in putting money into docs. 00:28:05.640 --> 00:28:07.080 I can arrange a meeting if you want. 00:28:07.120 --> 00:28:09.040 - I think I'm okay. - Don't be proud, Josh. 00:28:09.080 --> 00:28:10.491 I'll call you with his number tomorrow. 00:28:10.560 --> 00:28:11.846 - Okay. - Nice to have met you. 00:28:11.960 --> 00:28:13.041 Same. 00:28:20.240 --> 00:28:24.370 Jeez Louise, working with him must've been astonishing. 00:28:24.440 --> 00:28:25.441 It's complicated. 00:28:25.520 --> 00:28:26.885 I felt I was seen as his protégé, 00:28:26.960 --> 00:28:29.611 and I married his daughter. I needed to establish my own voice. 00:28:29.680 --> 00:28:33.082 I think he thought I rejected him, or that I was arrogant. 00:28:33.760 --> 00:28:34.921 I don't know. Maybe I was. 00:28:35.000 --> 00:28:36.206 But you'll take that meeting? 00:28:36.280 --> 00:28:38.408 - Probably not. - You have to, Yosh. 00:28:38.480 --> 00:28:40.164 I mean, money's money, right? 00:28:40.280 --> 00:28:41.691 Yeah, but I never pitch. 00:28:41.960 --> 00:28:43.564 I just don't think in sound bites. 00:28:43.640 --> 00:28:46.007 I understand we're a culture of sound bites, but... 00:28:46.120 --> 00:28:48.407 I'll help you, you know, make it sound beautiful. 00:28:48.480 --> 00:28:51.165 It is beautiful, but beautiful to some suit. 00:28:54.800 --> 00:28:56.325 - Maybe. - You can totally say no to this, 00:28:56.400 --> 00:28:58.641 but would you have any interest in co-directing with me? 00:28:58.840 --> 00:28:59.841 Oh! 00:29:01.680 --> 00:29:03.489 No, it's your thing. 00:29:03.840 --> 00:29:04.966 Isn't it? Yeah, it should be your thing. 00:29:05.040 --> 00:29:07.321 - I totally get it, yeah. - Yeah, it should be your thing. 00:29:11.520 --> 00:29:13.682 - I got this. - Cool. 00:29:15.320 --> 00:29:17.084 Shall we go? 00:29:17.160 --> 00:29:19.367 Uh, you go ahead, I got to take a leak. 00:29:24.280 --> 00:29:26.044 This was fun. Thanks. 00:29:43.680 --> 00:29:46.160 He just asked me to co-direct like it was nothing. 00:29:46.280 --> 00:29:48.169 I've been trained to hoard credit. 00:29:48.240 --> 00:29:50.720 - These kids are so generous. - Yeah, I know. 00:29:50.800 --> 00:29:51.881 Yeah. 00:29:52.680 --> 00:29:54.967 What do you mean, "you know"? Which part? 00:29:55.040 --> 00:29:56.451 About credit. 00:29:56.520 --> 00:29:57.965 My dad always said that about you. 00:29:58.040 --> 00:29:59.690 You don't collaborate well. 00:29:59.760 --> 00:30:01.808 He "always" said that? What's "always"? 00:30:01.880 --> 00:30:03.484 I don't know, twice. 00:30:03.560 --> 00:30:05.130 Remember that time I wanted to do that thing 00:30:05.240 --> 00:30:06.730 about the public school in the Bronx, 00:30:06.800 --> 00:30:08.962 and you were really excited about it 00:30:09.040 --> 00:30:10.530 until I suggested we do it together 00:30:10.600 --> 00:30:13.490 and then you... Then you just kind of dropped it. 00:30:13.560 --> 00:30:15.722 Well, maybe we should have done it. 00:30:15.800 --> 00:30:16.801 We still could. 00:30:16.880 --> 00:30:18.245 The time's passed. 00:30:18.920 --> 00:30:20.160 Sorry about that. 00:30:20.240 --> 00:30:22.527 I want to be better about that stuff. 00:30:22.600 --> 00:30:24.364 Thanks. 00:30:28.320 --> 00:30:30.641 What is that, a hoedown? 00:30:30.720 --> 00:30:32.210 Hip-hop. 00:30:32.960 --> 00:30:34.291 Hey. Fox! 00:30:34.360 --> 00:30:35.327 Fox, do you guys want to come 00:30:35.400 --> 00:30:37.402 - to the Connecticut house this weekend? - Hey, honey... 00:30:37.520 --> 00:30:38.885 Connecticut this weekend? 00:30:38.960 --> 00:30:40.325 No, we have the ayahuasca. 00:30:40.440 --> 00:30:42.522 Where's the cardboard sleeve for this Wilco CD? 00:30:42.600 --> 00:30:44.011 What's on it? 00:30:44.080 --> 00:30:45.730 The same image that's on the CD. 00:30:45.800 --> 00:30:47.290 Why do you need it? The CD is right there. 00:30:47.360 --> 00:30:49.362 I don't know. It makes it special. 00:30:49.440 --> 00:30:51.522 It'll be us and Pepper 00:30:51.600 --> 00:30:53.728 and her husband Reade and Elise and Dwight. 00:30:53.800 --> 00:30:57.168 And then Willow, Oscar and Peter, who they're calling Nemo. 00:30:57.240 --> 00:30:59.049 That's a lot of people. 00:30:59.120 --> 00:31:00.531 Well, the last three are infants. 00:31:00.600 --> 00:31:02.807 Yeah, I know. It's just we've got this 00:31:02.920 --> 00:31:05.366 ayahuasca ceremony this weekend with Jamie and Darby. 00:31:05.440 --> 00:31:07.044 What's an ayahuasca ceremony? 00:31:07.120 --> 00:31:09.885 I guess there's a shaman and you have to wear white clothes 00:31:09.960 --> 00:31:14.409 and you drink this sludgy liquid that is made from a Peruvian root 00:31:14.480 --> 00:31:17.290 and you hallucinate and vomit up your demons. 00:31:17.640 --> 00:31:18.641 Okay. 00:31:18.720 --> 00:31:21.564 Well, we're just having a cookout and maybe playing charades. 00:31:21.640 --> 00:31:24.883 Yeah, no, it sounds great. It's just bad timing. 00:31:24.960 --> 00:31:27.486 - Yeah, okay. - Okay, bye, Fox. 00:31:27.560 --> 00:31:28.800 Bye, Fox. 00:31:56.360 --> 00:31:59.011 Supposedly, everyone sees Egyptian imagery. 00:31:59.080 --> 00:32:00.127 Oh. Yeah? 00:32:00.200 --> 00:32:02.601 I want to clear some father issues. 00:32:02.680 --> 00:32:03.841 You'? 00:32:04.000 --> 00:32:07.005 Oh, uh... I don't know. 00:32:07.080 --> 00:32:09.082 It's good to have a focus. 00:32:09.160 --> 00:32:12.767 Broken hearts and broken wings. 00:32:13.600 --> 00:32:16.565 Sing the song... Fear of death? 00:32:17.920 --> 00:32:20.526 You know, linear time not being such a big deal. 00:32:20.640 --> 00:32:21.641 Mmm. 00:32:22.840 --> 00:32:24.922 - What's the bucket for? - Puking. 00:32:30.880 --> 00:32:33.565 Sing the song you are here to sing. 00:32:35.520 --> 00:32:37.329 Welcome to the light. 00:32:38.200 --> 00:32:40.521 Breathe in light, breathe out darkness. 00:32:44.680 --> 00:32:46.091 Breathe in love. 00:32:46.800 --> 00:32:47.847 This is our 20s. 00:32:49.200 --> 00:32:50.565 I'm 43. 00:32:51.440 --> 00:32:52.566 Breathe out fear. 00:32:55.560 --> 00:32:58.291 Breathe in truth, breathe out ignorance. 00:33:05.080 --> 00:33:06.889 Welcome to the work. 00:33:09.560 --> 00:33:11.244 This shaman is kind of a d-bag. 00:33:11.320 --> 00:33:14.449 We're purging dark energies past pain. 00:33:21.920 --> 00:33:24.082 - That's my bucket. - I'm puking out your shit! 00:33:35.280 --> 00:33:36.281 Ah. 00:34:00.440 --> 00:34:02.363 Honey, I feel it. 00:34:02.440 --> 00:34:06.764 Oh, my God, I see a fucking pyramid. 00:34:07.760 --> 00:34:09.205 And a sphinx. 00:34:09.960 --> 00:34:12.008 It's true, you see Egyptian shit. 00:34:12.760 --> 00:34:14.091 Honey, what are you seeing? 00:34:14.160 --> 00:34:16.401 I'm in a deli in Bensonhurst. 00:34:16.960 --> 00:34:18.803 I don't believe in any state-supported art. 00:34:18.880 --> 00:34:20.962 I think you need to just do it yourself. 00:34:24.160 --> 00:34:27.767 The serpent, Apep, is speaking to me. 00:34:27.840 --> 00:34:30.764 He's... He's saying, 00:34:30.880 --> 00:34:33.645 "Go to the cattle of Ra." 00:34:35.440 --> 00:34:38.444 The Celestial Cow is waiting. 00:34:38.520 --> 00:34:40.284 I voted for Romney. 00:34:45.600 --> 00:34:47.090 Watch the carpet. 00:34:47.160 --> 00:34:50.084 I was falling asleep today on the L train 00:34:50.160 --> 00:34:53.084 and you know how your brain gets in these loops? 00:34:54.040 --> 00:34:57.010 I couldn't remember the shape of a pineapple. 00:34:57.400 --> 00:34:59.209 Are they like pears? 00:35:00.040 --> 00:35:03.249 No, they're like footballs with the ends cut off. 00:35:03.680 --> 00:35:05.921 It's hard to call to mind the shapes of things. 00:35:06.040 --> 00:35:07.690 Do you find that? 00:35:12.720 --> 00:35:15.291 - It's not dangerous? - No, I mean, I can... 00:35:15.360 --> 00:35:17.328 I can take the medicine and I can still have my boat. 00:35:17.400 --> 00:35:20.051 I ran a half marathon on the medicine one time. 00:35:20.120 --> 00:35:21.246 How big is your boat? 00:35:21.320 --> 00:35:22.810 It's 42 feet. 00:35:24.040 --> 00:35:25.326 I want to do that. 00:35:25.400 --> 00:35:27.926 I feel like you were born 1,000 years ago. 00:35:33.360 --> 00:35:35.522 Maybe don't flirt with the shaman. 00:35:35.600 --> 00:35:38.001 He was telling me about his boat. 00:35:39.400 --> 00:35:40.526 What? 00:35:41.440 --> 00:35:44.887 I wish you'd look at me the way you look at Jamie and Darby. 00:35:44.960 --> 00:35:45.961 I look at you that way. 00:35:46.080 --> 00:35:47.923 No, you don't. You used to. 00:35:48.040 --> 00:35:50.407 When we first met, you were like you are with them, 00:35:50.640 --> 00:35:53.086 you wooed me with romantic emails. 00:35:54.440 --> 00:35:57.683 It wouldn't make sense for me to send you emails now. 00:35:57.800 --> 00:35:59.848 We're in the same room all the time. 00:36:00.520 --> 00:36:04.650 I just wish I could feel that energy from you once in a while. 00:36:14.080 --> 00:36:15.730 Josh, I'm sorry. 00:36:20.480 --> 00:36:22.289 You taste different. 00:36:23.120 --> 00:36:24.451 - Josh? - Lt's me. 00:36:24.920 --> 00:36:25.921 Jamie? 00:36:26.240 --> 00:36:28.447 Shit. I thought you were Josh. 00:36:31.120 --> 00:36:32.770 I'm so fucked up. 00:36:36.120 --> 00:36:38.168 I, uh... I'm really sorry. 00:36:38.680 --> 00:36:40.444 - It's okay, worm. - Uh... 00:37:00.160 --> 00:37:02.242 Let's never do that again. 00:37:12.000 --> 00:37:13.684 It stopped working. 00:37:13.760 --> 00:37:15.285 Cornelia? 00:37:17.080 --> 00:37:19.287 Mine stopped working anymore. 00:37:21.560 --> 00:37:23.050 Nothing is happening. 00:37:25.480 --> 00:37:27.289 How you doing, Yosh? 00:37:29.760 --> 00:37:31.410 Is yours working? Mine isn't working. 00:37:31.720 --> 00:37:33.006 Mine's working. 00:37:36.000 --> 00:37:37.650 What if I don't find anything out? 00:37:37.720 --> 00:37:40.371 Just roll with it. You're going to be fine, see. 00:37:41.840 --> 00:37:43.365 Thanks, Jamie. 00:37:44.120 --> 00:37:47.363 You're so kind. And so generous. 00:37:48.760 --> 00:37:51.366 I'm so proud and selfish. 00:37:52.760 --> 00:37:54.888 I want to be generous like you. 00:37:55.480 --> 00:37:57.960 I want to help you with your film. 00:37:58.040 --> 00:38:00.566 I'll come to Poughkeepsie and help you film the guy. 00:38:00.640 --> 00:38:01.926 And I don't want credit or anything, 00:38:02.000 --> 00:38:03.923 just to help out. 00:38:04.160 --> 00:38:06.447 Thanks, Joshy, that's beautiful. 00:38:06.520 --> 00:38:09.649 Before we met, the only two feelings I had left were 00:38:10.640 --> 00:38:14.247 wistful and disdainful. 00:38:16.520 --> 00:38:18.409 And being around you, 00:38:19.080 --> 00:38:21.208 I see what's possible again. 00:38:24.000 --> 00:38:25.047 Is that corny? 00:38:25.120 --> 00:38:27.043 It's goddamn corny, Joshy. 00:38:28.600 --> 00:38:30.045 Yeah, I guess it is. 00:38:30.320 --> 00:38:31.845 I'm a cornball. 00:38:38.160 --> 00:38:40.561 - Thanks. - No problem, Jussle. 00:38:49.360 --> 00:38:53.046 It's still tonight for us, but it's tomorrow for everyone else. 00:38:54.040 --> 00:38:55.690 Let's have kids. 00:38:55.760 --> 00:38:57.762 Or a kid. Something. 00:38:59.080 --> 00:39:01.526 Did the Celestial Cow tell you this? 00:39:01.600 --> 00:39:02.726 Yes. 00:39:02.800 --> 00:39:05.804 But that doesn't make it any less true. 00:39:05.880 --> 00:39:09.407 All these people have babies, what's the big deal? 00:39:09.480 --> 00:39:11.403 I thought we'd decided. 00:39:11.880 --> 00:39:14.008 I don't want this to be every time you take a hallucinogen, 00:39:14.120 --> 00:39:16.407 you want to have a baby. 00:39:16.480 --> 00:39:18.050 Not every time. 00:39:19.880 --> 00:39:22.770 We missed our chance. I missed my chance. 00:39:24.440 --> 00:39:26.204 I'm fine with that. 00:39:31.240 --> 00:39:32.844 ls that the shaman's Vespa? 00:39:36.280 --> 00:39:38.044 You're playing Nintendo. 00:39:38.200 --> 00:39:41.602 That's not what I'm doing That's not what I'm doing. 00:39:41.720 --> 00:39:43.563 You're surfing the web. 00:39:43.640 --> 00:39:47.201 That's not what I'm doing That's not what I'm doing. 00:39:47.320 --> 00:39:48.970 You're crying your eyes out. 00:39:49.040 --> 00:39:52.567 That's not what I'm doing That's not what I'm doing. 00:39:52.640 --> 00:39:55.689 - I'm making a sandwich. - I'm making a sandwich. 00:39:55.960 --> 00:39:57.041 - Fun. - Nice. 00:39:57.120 --> 00:39:58.645 Connecticut has the best thrifting. 00:39:58.720 --> 00:40:01.166 He'll drop us off before they do their filming. 00:40:01.240 --> 00:40:03.447 Tipper and I started a band called Cookie O'Puss. 00:40:03.520 --> 00:40:04.760 Have you seen that on YouTube? 00:40:04.880 --> 00:40:06.564 Yeah, that was a commercial when I was a kid. 00:40:06.640 --> 00:40:08.051 It's fucking hilarious. 00:40:08.120 --> 00:40:09.680 I know, we used to always do the voice. 00:40:09.840 --> 00:40:12.764 - My name is Cookie O'Puss! - My name is Cookie O'Puss! 00:40:13.320 --> 00:40:15.322 It's the name of our band. 00:40:17.480 --> 00:40:20.643 My name is Cookie O'Puss! 00:40:25.080 --> 00:40:26.206 Fudgie the Whale? 00:40:26.920 --> 00:40:28.081 - All right, you ready? - Yep. 00:40:29.120 --> 00:40:31.043 He was this, kind of, beautiful combination 00:40:31.120 --> 00:40:34.010 of jock and brain, and he could sing. 00:40:34.080 --> 00:40:36.321 He was in the a cappella group called the Night Owls. 00:40:36.400 --> 00:40:38.846 I mean, kind of the perfect guy. 00:40:53.400 --> 00:40:54.811 Hey, I called. My name's Jamie, 00:40:54.880 --> 00:40:56.882 I'm a friend of Kent's. 00:40:56.960 --> 00:40:58.564 - Kent isn't here. - Oh. 00:41:00.080 --> 00:41:01.889 Will he be back soon? 00:41:03.200 --> 00:41:05.441 - What's... - We went to school together. 00:41:05.520 --> 00:41:09.206 It's been a while, but he contacted me recently on Facebook. 00:41:10.680 --> 00:41:12.489 It would mean a lot to me if I could see him. 00:41:16.680 --> 00:41:17.806 I don't bite. 00:41:19.680 --> 00:41:20.681 Um... 00:41:47.960 --> 00:41:50.531 "KENT". I told my sister I had an accident, 00:41:50.600 --> 00:41:52.090 but that's not true. 00:41:52.720 --> 00:41:54.449 I've been unhappy. 00:41:54.920 --> 00:41:56.251 I did it to myself. 00:41:57.600 --> 00:41:58.886 I cut my wrists. 00:41:59.560 --> 00:42:01.210 You were the guy. 00:42:02.160 --> 00:42:03.161 You know, you were beautiful. 00:42:03.240 --> 00:42:05.811 I mean, you dated Jenny Pepperdine. 00:42:07.120 --> 00:42:09.088 You know, I bought a necklace like the one you used to wear. 00:42:09.160 --> 00:42:11.208 - Of puka shells? - Yeah. 00:42:14.120 --> 00:42:16.930 You know, I was going through a tough time in high school. 00:42:17.400 --> 00:42:20.722 My mom was really sick with ovarian cancer, 00:42:23.600 --> 00:42:25.680 I was pretty promiscuous, but I couldn't love anyone. 00:42:26.480 --> 00:42:28.130 I had body issues. 00:42:30.360 --> 00:42:32.169 You had written a poem for English, 00:42:32.240 --> 00:42:35.084 I mean, you were this athlete, and you wrote this beautiful poem. 00:42:35.160 --> 00:42:37.360 - Do you know what poem I'm talking about? - Uh... 00:42:38.320 --> 00:42:40.687 - I wrote a lot of poems. - It was a line, 00:42:42.320 --> 00:42:45.802 very simple, but effective, "I want to be unbridgeable." 00:42:51.120 --> 00:42:54.841 You know, that one line got me through my mother's illness. 00:42:58.040 --> 00:42:59.166 Yeah? 00:43:00.760 --> 00:43:03.286 I don't know why I stopped writing poetry. 00:43:05.360 --> 00:43:07.727 I stopped doing a lot of things. 00:43:08.120 --> 00:43:10.248 Why do we stop doing things? 00:43:11.440 --> 00:43:13.044 Life happens I guess, huh? 00:43:13.120 --> 00:43:14.724 Life has other plans. 00:43:14.800 --> 00:43:16.325 Yeah. 00:43:16.400 --> 00:43:19.290 Life is what happens when you're making other plans. 00:43:19.680 --> 00:43:20.761 Who is he? 00:43:36.880 --> 00:43:39.087 He was soulful-ish, you know. 00:43:39.160 --> 00:43:40.730 Sister, that's an understatement. 00:43:40.800 --> 00:43:42.882 You can tell he's been to some dark places. 00:43:42.960 --> 00:43:44.724 We went to some dark places, too. 00:43:44.800 --> 00:43:47.041 I bought a dress. Cornelia didn't buy a corset. 00:43:48.080 --> 00:43:49.684 Mmm, this burger is incredible. 00:43:49.760 --> 00:43:50.807 Holy shit. 00:43:50.880 --> 00:43:51.881 - What's wrong? - No, nothing. 00:43:51.960 --> 00:43:54.691 I just googled Kent. Did you google him? 00:43:54.760 --> 00:43:56.410 No, I wanted it to be fresh. 00:43:56.480 --> 00:43:58.767 This is... There's a picture, it's the same guy. 00:43:58.840 --> 00:44:00.080 He was in Afghanistan. 00:44:00.160 --> 00:44:01.321 - Really? - Yeah. 00:44:01.400 --> 00:44:05.246 He... This article says he was part of a massacre in Wanat. 00:44:05.440 --> 00:44:07.727 They opened fire on a bus full of civilians. 00:44:07.800 --> 00:44:10.451 He then spoke out about it publicly. 00:44:10.520 --> 00:44:11.726 And then refused to fight. 00:44:11.960 --> 00:44:13.166 He was jailed briefly, 00:44:13.400 --> 00:44:16.324 then returned to battle, was injured and given the Purple Heart. 00:44:16.400 --> 00:44:17.526 You're kidding? 00:44:19.960 --> 00:44:22.042 It says two men in his unit have killed themselves. 00:44:22.120 --> 00:44:23.167 Tipper. 00:44:23.240 --> 00:44:24.680 Could you do it again, what you did? 00:44:24.920 --> 00:44:25.921 Which part? 00:44:26.000 --> 00:44:27.480 The phone, the discovery, everything. 00:44:27.800 --> 00:44:28.801 Oh, um... 00:44:34.960 --> 00:44:36.644 It's the same guy. 00:44:37.480 --> 00:44:39.000 Is that how I said it? What did I say? 00:44:39.560 --> 00:44:40.561 Uh... 00:44:40.920 --> 00:44:42.604 It's the same guy! 00:44:43.200 --> 00:44:44.645 Holy shit! 00:44:44.720 --> 00:44:45.767 Jamie, look at this. 00:44:48.680 --> 00:44:50.808 It says two men in his unit have killed themselves. 00:44:51.320 --> 00:44:52.845 - We have to go back. - Yeah? 00:44:52.960 --> 00:44:54.041 We have to get him talking about this. 00:44:54.120 --> 00:44:55.281 This is the movie! 00:44:55.440 --> 00:44:57.329 Now it's not just some stupid Facebook thing. 00:44:57.600 --> 00:44:59.284 Not that that wasn't a good idea, too. 00:44:59.360 --> 00:45:02.443 But, and I hate this expression, but you stepped in shit! 00:45:03.600 --> 00:45:05.250 - Cornelia! - What? 00:45:06.200 --> 00:45:07.884 Thank God I've got you, Joshy! We did what you said. 00:45:07.960 --> 00:45:09.800 We didn't know the answers, we discovered them. 00:45:10.640 --> 00:45:12.563 Oh, I should get a good book on Afghanistan. 00:45:12.920 --> 00:45:15.287 And war in general. I really know so little about it. 00:45:15.400 --> 00:45:17.164 You know who you should talk to? 00:45:17.240 --> 00:45:18.366 Ira Mandelstam, 00:45:18.960 --> 00:45:20.041 the guy who's in my film. 00:45:20.120 --> 00:45:22.600 He could tell you a lot about war and the politics of war. 00:45:22.680 --> 00:45:24.603 That's your guy, though, Joshy. I can't take your guy. 00:45:24.680 --> 00:45:26.400 I don't care. I want to share him with you. 00:45:26.640 --> 00:45:29.644 Jeez Louise, that would be fucking beautiful. 00:45:29.720 --> 00:45:33.884 You know, if you want help, I could help or produce this for you. 00:45:34.000 --> 00:45:35.570 My dad's between things right now. 00:45:35.640 --> 00:45:37.529 Oh, my God. Are you kidding me? 00:45:37.600 --> 00:45:39.489 I would be so pumped. 00:45:39.560 --> 00:45:41.881 Thank you, thank you. 00:45:43.240 --> 00:45:45.083 Thank you! 00:45:48.800 --> 00:45:51.201 He's been cooped up with a baby at home, 00:45:51.280 --> 00:45:53.169 and Marina loves these soup dumplings. 00:45:53.280 --> 00:45:54.281 This will be a great surprise. 00:45:54.360 --> 00:45:56.931 I haven't spoken to Fletcher in a while. I think he's exhausted. 00:45:57.000 --> 00:45:59.446 We'll probably be waking them up. 00:46:26.400 --> 00:46:28.050 Cornelia, Josh. 00:46:28.880 --> 00:46:30.803 Gaby! Mike. 00:46:30.880 --> 00:46:32.769 - You look amazing! - Oh, thank you. So do you. 00:46:32.840 --> 00:46:34.046 You look good. 00:46:34.800 --> 00:46:35.847 Hi. 00:46:36.040 --> 00:46:37.371 Oh, fucking shit. 00:46:41.040 --> 00:46:43.884 Are you guys, um, having a thing? 00:46:43.960 --> 00:46:45.485 Yeah, We... 00:46:46.040 --> 00:46:47.280 God, this is embarrassing. 00:46:47.360 --> 00:46:48.964 Is it a baby thing? 00:46:49.040 --> 00:46:51.008 No, actually, Willow's at my mother's. 00:46:51.240 --> 00:46:52.366 Oh. 00:46:53.440 --> 00:46:55.169 We weren't invited. 00:46:55.240 --> 00:46:57.527 - Well, we didn't think... - Oh, God, I don't know what to say. 00:46:57.600 --> 00:46:59.090 Hey, girly girl. 00:46:59.160 --> 00:47:00.321 - Hey! - Hey. 00:47:00.400 --> 00:47:03.131 - Oh, you look fine! - Thank you. 00:47:03.200 --> 00:47:04.201 Hey, Cornelia, how are you? 00:47:04.280 --> 00:47:05.281 - Hey, Grace. - Hi. 00:47:05.360 --> 00:47:07.124 - Come inside, there's a full bar. - Hey. 00:47:08.560 --> 00:47:09.561 What's going on? 00:47:09.680 --> 00:47:11.520 I'm sorry. We didn't think you'd want to come. 00:47:11.560 --> 00:47:13.085 - Why? - Well, for one thing, 00:47:13.160 --> 00:47:14.491 these are people our own age. 00:47:14.600 --> 00:47:15.647 Oh, come on! 00:47:15.720 --> 00:47:17.484 And maybe you have a titseeka ceremony or something. 00:47:17.560 --> 00:47:18.641 Ayahuasca! 00:47:18.720 --> 00:47:21.803 It was therapeutic. I learned some shit. I think Cornelia did, too. 00:47:21.880 --> 00:47:23.803 Yeah, I did, too. Learn some shit. 00:47:24.160 --> 00:47:25.924 Hey, you guys were wacked out on Peruvian mescaline, 00:47:26.000 --> 00:47:27.365 of course you'll learn some shit. 00:47:27.440 --> 00:47:30.011 I went under during a colonoscopy last week, I learned some shit. 00:47:30.080 --> 00:47:31.889 Don't patronize us, man. 00:47:31.960 --> 00:47:35.328 Listen, we don't know how else to say this, but we're worried about you guys. 00:47:35.440 --> 00:47:36.521 Yeah, you know... 00:47:36.600 --> 00:47:38.443 I mean, I respect the fact that you don't want to have kids. 00:47:38.520 --> 00:47:40.761 Don't make this about the baby cult, okay, Marina? 00:47:40.840 --> 00:47:42.729 I don't appreciate that kind of superior attitude. 00:47:42.800 --> 00:47:44.680 - It's really ugly. - That's not what I'm saying. 00:47:44.720 --> 00:47:46.370 I can't help it if I want you to have kids. 00:47:46.440 --> 00:47:48.522 We think you guys would really benefit from it. That's all. 00:47:48.600 --> 00:47:51.729 You don't realize how inappropriate it is to say it the way you say it. 00:47:51.800 --> 00:47:53.768 Not everybody wants a baby! 00:47:53.840 --> 00:47:56.047 Not everyone can have one all the time. 00:47:56.120 --> 00:47:58.407 - Hi, sexy lady! - Elise! Come in. 00:47:59.320 --> 00:48:00.810 Bruce! Come in. 00:48:00.880 --> 00:48:02.803 - Thank you. - Hey, you've lost weight. 00:48:02.880 --> 00:48:03.927 Yeah. It's my suit. 00:48:04.000 --> 00:48:07.402 Since we've had the baby, I feel you pulling away, Cornelia. I just do. 00:48:07.480 --> 00:48:08.686 - What's with the hat? - What? 00:48:08.760 --> 00:48:10.250 I went to a fucking baby music class with you! 00:48:10.320 --> 00:48:11.890 You look like assholes we went to high school with, 00:48:11.960 --> 00:48:13.246 who'd cruise by prom but not go in. 00:48:13.320 --> 00:48:14.765 Do you know how humiliating that is? 00:48:14.840 --> 00:48:16.520 - We're old men, Josh. - Speak for yourself. 00:48:16.560 --> 00:48:18.360 Why is that humiliating? This is my life now. 00:48:18.400 --> 00:48:19.731 You're an old man with a hat. 00:48:19.800 --> 00:48:22.087 It can be very isolating and lonely when you have a kid. 00:48:22.160 --> 00:48:23.321 Yeah, I can tell. 00:48:23.760 --> 00:48:25.410 - Let's go, Josh. - Stay. 00:48:26.040 --> 00:48:27.246 You're here. Come in. 00:48:27.320 --> 00:48:29.004 There's no way we're coming in. 00:48:43.480 --> 00:48:47.201 The idea of the war on terrorism can be understood 00:48:47.320 --> 00:48:50.051 in terms of a new idea of war. 00:48:50.120 --> 00:48:52.407 "Infinite justice," they called it at first. 00:48:52.480 --> 00:48:56.451 In which the rules of domestic and international law 00:48:56.520 --> 00:48:58.522 could forever be suspended. 00:48:58.600 --> 00:49:02.525 I say permanent and forever because there is no way 00:49:02.600 --> 00:49:06.241 to ever fully eradicate terrorism. 00:49:06.320 --> 00:49:10.041 So, the first step in the war on terrorism 00:49:10.120 --> 00:49:12.361 is to declare war on... 00:49:18.200 --> 00:49:21.647 - Can I talk to you for a second? - What? 00:49:21.720 --> 00:49:24.121 - Can I say something I'm ashamed of? - Yeah. 00:49:24.200 --> 00:49:25.281 It's not generous. 00:49:25.360 --> 00:49:27.124 - And I probably don't really mean it. - Okay. Go. 00:49:27.200 --> 00:49:29.089 - I think Jamie's great. - Just say it! 00:49:29.160 --> 00:49:32.289 I can't fucking believe his idiotic Facebook idea paid off! 00:49:32.360 --> 00:49:34.727 It's so fucking stupid! 00:49:34.800 --> 00:49:38.043 And my thing is a mess. It's a total fucking mess. 00:49:39.120 --> 00:49:41.566 I'm sorry. I feel bad saying that. 00:49:42.240 --> 00:49:45.801 But I also hate the fact that he's calling his band Cookie O'Puss. 00:49:45.920 --> 00:49:47.285 What's wrong with that? 00:49:47.360 --> 00:49:50.330 It's just some funny old kitschy thing to him he saw on YouTube. 00:49:50.400 --> 00:49:54.962 But that was my commercial. I actually experienced it. You know? 00:49:55.040 --> 00:49:56.724 I don't know it from Cookie Puss. 00:49:56.800 --> 00:49:59.531 Really? It was for Carvel. 00:49:59.640 --> 00:50:02.928 Cookie Puss was the original, then they did an ice cream cake for Saint Patrick's Day 00:50:03.000 --> 00:50:07.847 and it was this floating green Irish cake that said, "My name is Cookie O'Puss." 00:50:09.840 --> 00:50:11.649 I'm being ridiculous. 00:50:12.320 --> 00:50:14.368 I probably don't mean any of it. 00:50:14.440 --> 00:50:17.683 My dad likes to say, "The more, the more." 00:50:17.760 --> 00:50:21.765 That's because your dad has everything. And then he gets more. 00:50:21.840 --> 00:50:23.808 He's right. There's enough to go around for everyone. 00:50:23.880 --> 00:50:27.726 Joshy! You gotta pitch. Let's go get you some hedge fund cash. 00:50:29.040 --> 00:50:30.485 Good luck. 00:50:32.160 --> 00:50:34.891 Remember, ask him questions. You're interviewing him. 00:50:34.960 --> 00:50:36.928 He'd be goddamn lucky to invest in your film. 00:50:37.000 --> 00:50:38.843 - Okay. - And talk about shit he understands, see. 00:50:38.920 --> 00:50:40.285 Short and to the point. 00:50:40.400 --> 00:50:42.368 Ride on the street, man! 00:50:43.200 --> 00:50:46.124 Psych him up. Talk about war, talk about power, race. 00:50:46.200 --> 00:50:47.964 - Uh-huh. - Make it relevant to him. 00:50:48.040 --> 00:50:51.442 - Right. - Be yourself, everyone else is taken. 00:50:51.520 --> 00:50:53.648 Ira was beautiful today. 00:50:53.720 --> 00:50:56.883 We're gonna have a screening of the cut footage at the apartment on Friday. 00:50:56.960 --> 00:50:59.566 You cut it already? You just shot it two days ago. 00:50:59.640 --> 00:51:01.369 I know. I was up all night. 00:51:01.440 --> 00:51:03.522 We'll be okay, Joshy. Don't you fret. 00:51:03.600 --> 00:51:07.446 Hey, well, maybe take a day or two, make sure you like it. 00:51:07.520 --> 00:51:09.443 Or I can take 10 years. 00:51:09.840 --> 00:51:11.410 I'm fucking with you, Joshy. 00:51:11.480 --> 00:51:13.847 Your thing is gonna be totally brilliant. 00:51:19.160 --> 00:51:22.767 I remember when this song was just considered bad. 00:51:22.840 --> 00:51:24.080 But it's working. 00:51:24.160 --> 00:51:26.925 Remember, he's lucky to have this opportunity. 00:51:27.000 --> 00:51:29.526 You're friggin' Josh Srebnick. 00:51:29.600 --> 00:51:32.604 My name sounds so much better when you say it. 00:51:33.840 --> 00:51:34.887 Whoo! 00:51:39.520 --> 00:51:41.648 - You see Mad Men? - No. 00:51:42.600 --> 00:51:44.284 It's really apple juice. 00:51:44.360 --> 00:51:45.441 Nah, it's whiskey. 00:51:45.920 --> 00:51:47.410 - Hmm. - No, it's not. 00:51:48.080 --> 00:51:49.320 It is. 00:51:51.040 --> 00:51:53.964 So, tell me about your project. 00:51:54.040 --> 00:51:57.567 Well, maybe a good way to start is by asking you a question. 00:51:57.640 --> 00:51:59.404 Hey, they were all raped when I got there. 00:52:00.200 --> 00:52:02.931 This is my second in 20 minutes. Shoot. 00:52:04.360 --> 00:52:05.441 Do you know the percentage 00:52:05.520 --> 00:52:08.126 of African-American adult males currently in jail? 00:52:08.200 --> 00:52:10.282 - I don't. - Take a guess. 00:52:10.360 --> 00:52:11.885 Like 60%? 00:52:12.720 --> 00:52:14.051 Jesus, no. 00:52:14.120 --> 00:52:16.168 It's over 9%. 00:52:16.240 --> 00:52:21.121 That's nearly 1-in-10 African-American adult males, nearly a million and a half. 00:52:21.240 --> 00:52:22.440 A million and a half is a lot. 00:52:22.480 --> 00:52:25.404 It's insane, but people don't realize this. 00:52:25.480 --> 00:52:27.164 They think because we have a black president... 00:52:27.240 --> 00:52:28.241 So this is about prison. 00:52:28.320 --> 00:52:29.560 Like a black Shawshank. 00:52:29.640 --> 00:52:31.802 - But real. - No, not... No. 00:52:32.560 --> 00:52:35.131 There's a section, an entr'acte really, 00:52:35.200 --> 00:52:37.560 about the function of race in the prison industrial complex, 00:52:37.840 --> 00:52:41.208 but the film is really about how power works in America. 00:52:41.280 --> 00:52:43.328 Do you know the historian Ira Mandelstam? 00:52:43.400 --> 00:52:44.481 - Yeah. - Really? 00:52:44.560 --> 00:52:45.766 No. 00:52:46.760 --> 00:52:49.331 Well, we have over 100 hours of interviews with him. 00:52:49.400 --> 00:52:50.890 The movie's 100 hours? 00:52:50.960 --> 00:52:53.486 - No, we'll cut it. - Phew! 00:52:53.920 --> 00:52:57.049 Now, this guy, he's... He isn't particularly charismatic, 00:52:57.120 --> 00:52:59.771 he's kind of anti-social, maybe Asperger's, 00:52:59.840 --> 00:53:02.286 but not interesting Asperger's. 00:53:02.360 --> 00:53:05.284 He's kind of boring, even. But he's a charismatic thinker. 00:53:05.360 --> 00:53:07.408 How do you show what he thinks? Cartoons? 00:53:07.480 --> 00:53:10.245 No, not cartoons. He says it. 00:53:10.320 --> 00:53:11.520 - But he's boring. - Well, yes. 00:53:11.560 --> 00:53:13.528 But as with many boring things, 00:53:13.600 --> 00:53:16.126 the longer you watch it, it takes on a different dimension. 00:53:16.280 --> 00:53:18.567 lt's really a very simple idea. 00:53:19.000 --> 00:53:21.241 The three sections correspond with the three nodes 00:53:21.320 --> 00:53:23.721 of what Mills called the power elite. 00:53:23.800 --> 00:53:26.087 The political, military and economic. But, 00:53:26.160 --> 00:53:28.527 and this is key, each part has to interconnect. 00:53:28.640 --> 00:53:30.563 to show how none of the three nodes 00:53:30.640 --> 00:53:32.369 functions without the other. 00:53:32.440 --> 00:53:36.490 It's a linear film, of course, but I imagine it as kind of a hypertext. 00:53:40.960 --> 00:53:42.883 So, what's it about? 00:53:42.960 --> 00:53:45.042 To be clear, the film is really about the working class, 00:53:45.120 --> 00:53:47.566 and I can't speak on behalf of the working class. 00:53:47.640 --> 00:53:49.404 I can't make their film, of course. 00:53:49.480 --> 00:53:53.929 But they have to be felt as the impossible subject of the text. 00:53:54.040 --> 00:53:55.326 If that makes sense. 00:53:55.440 --> 00:53:57.169 But it isn't even really about the power structure 00:53:57.240 --> 00:53:59.971 but about what it means to make a film about it. 00:54:00.040 --> 00:54:01.724 lt's about the very possibility 00:54:01.840 --> 00:54:03.444 of making this film. 00:54:03.520 --> 00:54:05.887 It's really about America. 00:54:20.720 --> 00:54:22.085 Oh, hi. 00:54:22.160 --> 00:54:24.845 Just been working on my speech for my memorial. 00:54:24.920 --> 00:54:27.366 - What's on your mind, son? - Could you watch what I have? 00:54:27.440 --> 00:54:29.681 I think I'm at the point where I need a new set of eyes. 00:54:29.800 --> 00:54:33.282 Well, working on the same project for 10 years will do that to you. 00:54:33.360 --> 00:54:34.566 Yeah. 00:54:36.520 --> 00:54:41.208 And the military created the Internet 00:54:41.680 --> 00:54:44.001 as part of an overall strategy. 00:54:44.760 --> 00:54:48.128 I'm not just talking about Google collaborating with the NSA. 00:54:48.200 --> 00:54:50.328 I'm talking about far deeper... 00:55:18.400 --> 00:55:19.401 Oh! 00:55:20.240 --> 00:55:23.005 I'm gonna put a kettle on. You want some tea? 00:55:23.560 --> 00:55:24.721 Okay. 00:55:26.040 --> 00:55:28.196 Well, you've got a lot of good material there. 00:55:28.208 --> 00:55:28.930 Uh-huh. 00:55:29.000 --> 00:55:30.729 Need some time to process it. 00:55:30.840 --> 00:55:32.001 Mmm-hmm. 00:55:32.080 --> 00:55:34.765 Do you need the stuff about Turkish politics? 00:55:34.840 --> 00:55:38.526 Yes, because it connects to what he's saying about the shift in power 00:55:38.600 --> 00:55:40.204 in the contemporary global economy. 00:55:40.280 --> 00:55:42.681 All right. But it feels like a detour. 00:55:42.760 --> 00:55:45.604 What about the lengthy history of the Triangle shirtwaist factory fire? 00:55:45.680 --> 00:55:46.727 You need that? 00:55:46.800 --> 00:55:49.200 The interview with Tillie Kupferschmidst's great-great niece? 00:55:49.960 --> 00:55:51.849 That's the emotional center of the movie. 00:55:51.920 --> 00:55:53.888 I mean, that's where things come together. 00:55:53.960 --> 00:55:56.725 Without that, I don't, I... I mean, why make the film? 00:55:56.800 --> 00:56:00.009 - Yeah. But it's too long. - Oh, it has to be long. 00:56:00.080 --> 00:56:01.969 The point is, it makes you uncomfortable. 00:56:02.040 --> 00:56:03.929 I wasn't uncomfortable, I was bored. 00:56:04.040 --> 00:56:08.204 Well, maybe the boredom is your defense from the discomfort. 00:56:08.280 --> 00:56:10.123 You just showed me a six-and-a-half hour film 00:56:10.200 --> 00:56:13.886 that feels like it's seven hours too long. I'm just trying to be helpful. 00:56:13.960 --> 00:56:15.246 I think I need to shoot more interviews. 00:56:15.320 --> 00:56:17.402 Don't shoot anymore! You have enough. 00:56:17.480 --> 00:56:18.811 Yeah, I just don't think you're getting it, 00:56:18.880 --> 00:56:21.201 or maybe there's something about me 00:56:21.280 --> 00:56:23.089 or what you saw that's clouding your judgment. 00:56:23.160 --> 00:56:24.730 I'm telling you how I really feel. 00:56:24.800 --> 00:56:27.770 I don't think so. I think you're being deliberately critical. 00:56:27.840 --> 00:56:30.127 - Josh, I'm trying to help you. - Bullshit! 00:56:30.480 --> 00:56:32.448 Is this because Cornelia and I didn't have children? 00:56:32.520 --> 00:56:33.726 Oh, come on, Josh. 00:56:33.800 --> 00:56:36.246 We tried. There were miscarriages. 00:56:37.160 --> 00:56:40.403 I had to give her a shot in her ass every day for three months. 00:56:40.480 --> 00:56:42.209 It was a huge fucking needle. 00:56:42.280 --> 00:56:43.645 She didn't tell me that. 00:56:43.720 --> 00:56:45.404 I didn't know you guys wanted kids. 00:56:45.480 --> 00:56:49.007 We didn't wanna hope for what we probably couldn't have. 00:56:49.920 --> 00:56:51.763 This was a mistake. 00:56:51.840 --> 00:56:53.330 Sorry you feel that way. 00:56:55.480 --> 00:56:59.201 I know you think I didn't reach my potential. 00:56:59.280 --> 00:57:01.567 No, son. I don't think you did. 00:57:01.640 --> 00:57:04.007 Your first film was wonderful and entertaining. 00:57:04.080 --> 00:57:06.208 We could see ourselves in it. 00:57:06.280 --> 00:57:09.250 This one feels ungenerous, it's like you took your ball and went home. 00:57:09.360 --> 00:57:11.761 You know what? I'm sorry I didn't become you. 00:57:11.840 --> 00:57:14.320 - I don't want you to become me. - Yeah, right. 00:57:14.400 --> 00:57:15.811 I'll see you at Thanksgiving. 00:57:15.880 --> 00:57:18.326 Yeah, I'm not going to eat another fucking fried turkey, FYI. 00:57:18.400 --> 00:57:20.050 Then bring your own! 00:58:29.440 --> 00:58:30.441 Yoshy! 00:58:30.520 --> 00:58:32.443 - There's my other half. - You invited Breitbart? 00:58:32.800 --> 00:58:35.087 Yeah, he called me after you introduced us. 00:58:35.480 --> 00:58:36.720 - He called you? - Yeah. 00:58:36.800 --> 00:58:38.325 And at our dinner, I invited him to tonight. 00:58:38.400 --> 00:58:39.640 When did you have dinner? 00:58:39.720 --> 00:58:41.560 After he called me, he suggested we get dinner. 00:58:41.600 --> 00:58:42.601 Uh-huh. Where'd you go? 00:58:42.680 --> 00:58:45.001 This really incredible joint, um, on the Upper West Side. 00:58:45.080 --> 00:58:46.684 - Jackson Hole. - Yeah! How'd you know? 00:58:46.760 --> 00:58:49.206 - That's where he goes. - Great burgers. Have you been there? 00:58:49.280 --> 00:58:50.645 Yes, I've been there with him a million times. 00:58:50.720 --> 00:58:52.927 - Have you tried the Bison Burger? - Of course. 00:58:53.000 --> 00:58:54.764 He dug the footage. 00:58:56.760 --> 00:58:58.000 Is something wrong? 00:58:58.080 --> 00:59:01.971 I guess I wish you'd asked me before you just went to him. 00:59:02.040 --> 00:59:04.202 Hey, I'm sorry. I called him actually just to ask him a question 00:59:04.280 --> 00:59:06.931 about how he shot something, and we got to talking, see, 00:59:07.000 --> 00:59:08.445 and he asked me what I was working on. 00:59:08.520 --> 00:59:09.726 - So, you called him? - What? 00:59:09.800 --> 00:59:12.081 - You said he called you. - Well, he called me back, yeah. 00:59:12.840 --> 00:59:14.080 Does Cornelia know? 00:59:14.560 --> 00:59:17.325 Very cool! Very cool. 00:59:19.560 --> 00:59:20.800 I'm proud to be a part of it. 00:59:20.880 --> 00:59:22.644 - Dave, you know Josh. - Nice to meet you. 00:59:22.720 --> 00:59:26.122 Seriously, dude, this movie is kill-ah! 00:59:26.200 --> 00:59:29.682 We're going to Afghanistan, we're going to Afghanistan. 00:59:29.760 --> 00:59:31.444 Afghanistan, Afghanistan. 00:59:31.520 --> 00:59:32.646 Mmm. Mmm. Mmm. 00:59:33.080 --> 00:59:34.525 You're going to Afghanistan? 00:59:34.600 --> 00:59:35.931 To interview soldiers in Kent's unit. 00:59:36.000 --> 00:59:38.765 We've got a butt-load of work to do before we go. I'm gonna need help. 00:59:38.840 --> 00:59:41.002 We're going to Afghanistan! 00:59:42.040 --> 00:59:43.451 Come on. 00:59:44.880 --> 00:59:46.006 Um... 00:59:46.080 --> 00:59:47.480 If you have any other editing work, 00:59:47.520 --> 00:59:49.921 my guy, Tim, is great and could use some cash. 00:59:50.000 --> 00:59:51.604 - That would be beautiful. - Yo, come with me. 00:59:51.680 --> 00:59:53.961 I want you to meet Diane, she's a reporter from The Times. 00:59:54.280 --> 00:59:56.169 I'll text you his info. 00:59:56.600 --> 00:59:58.125 Do you forget that I exist? 00:59:58.240 --> 00:59:59.605 No, I don't forget you exist. 00:59:59.680 --> 01:00:01.250 I asked you for a beer like a half hour ago. 01:00:01.320 --> 01:00:03.243 Why don't you just give me a minute, okay? 01:00:03.320 --> 01:00:05.687 You're such an asshole. 01:00:19.720 --> 01:00:21.290 I've been looking for you. 01:00:21.360 --> 01:00:22.885 You're smoking? 01:00:22.960 --> 01:00:26.328 What's going on? What is... This is like a fucking bad dream. 01:00:26.400 --> 01:00:28.607 Everyone here is doing weird shit. 01:00:28.680 --> 01:00:32.082 Where's my high school algebra teacher, Mr. Morelli, riding a fucking turtle? 01:00:32.200 --> 01:00:35.409 I had no idea Dad was coming. I saw him when I got here. 01:00:35.920 --> 01:00:38.810 Are you sure? Are you sure you're not just saying that? 01:00:38.880 --> 01:00:41.008 Yes, Josh. Why would I lie to you? 01:00:41.080 --> 01:00:44.641 Do you think that Jamie came to my class because he knew that I was married to you? 01:00:44.720 --> 01:00:46.643 That this was all so he could meet your dad? 01:00:46.720 --> 01:00:50.008 Josh, you know, the world isn't a conspiracy against you. 01:00:50.200 --> 01:00:51.486 You know, fuck you. 01:00:51.560 --> 01:00:53.403 Fuck you. Don't talk to me like that. 01:00:53.480 --> 01:00:55.562 I'm saying "fuck you" the way Jamie and Darby say it 01:00:55.640 --> 01:00:58.246 where it's not a real "fuck you," it's a semi-playful "fuck you." 01:00:58.320 --> 01:01:00.482 We're not Jamie and Darby. We don't talk to each other that way. 01:01:00.560 --> 01:01:03.040 If you say "fuck you" to me, it feels like a real "fuck you." 01:01:03.120 --> 01:01:06.329 - It is real. - Fuck you. And not semi-playfully either. 01:01:06.400 --> 01:01:10.007 Fuck you. Total, real, cutting-to-the-core, fuck you. 01:01:24.920 --> 01:01:27.287 Darby? Are you okay? 01:01:28.960 --> 01:01:30.644 Shit's bad. 01:01:31.520 --> 01:01:33.284 You wanna get some goat? 01:01:33.800 --> 01:01:37.168 Crushes fade. Things lose their luster, you know? 01:01:37.240 --> 01:01:39.846 Maybe I'm just down on relationships right now. 01:01:39.920 --> 01:01:40.921 What about Jamie? 01:01:41.000 --> 01:01:42.843 Jamie's in love with Jamie. 01:01:43.600 --> 01:01:45.443 But you guys seemed great. 01:01:45.920 --> 01:01:49.527 You know how no one will ever pick up just a male hitchhiker, 01:01:49.640 --> 01:01:53.042 but if it's a couple, you might pull over? 01:01:53.120 --> 01:01:56.727 Well, I'm the girl so you'll pull over and pick up Jamie. 01:01:57.840 --> 01:02:00.730 Doing ayahuasca, I realized 01:02:00.800 --> 01:02:04.168 I never forgave my mom for dying, 01:02:04.280 --> 01:02:06.282 and until I do, 01:02:06.360 --> 01:02:08.931 I'll never have a decent relationship with a guy. 01:02:09.480 --> 01:02:11.642 - When did she die? - When I was in high school. 01:02:12.320 --> 01:02:13.810 She had ovarian cancer. 01:02:14.640 --> 01:02:15.971 I'm sorry. 01:02:17.760 --> 01:02:19.842 Isn't that also how Jamie's mom died? 01:02:20.600 --> 01:02:22.921 He talked about it in the film. 01:02:24.240 --> 01:02:26.368 Why'd you let Jamie use your scholar? 01:02:29.160 --> 01:02:31.481 I was trying out being generous. 01:02:31.880 --> 01:02:35.043 He'd do the same for me. That's how you guys are. 01:02:35.240 --> 01:02:37.004 Oh, Josh. 01:02:38.200 --> 01:02:40.362 You're such a man-fox. 01:02:40.560 --> 01:02:41.891 Man-fox? 01:02:43.000 --> 01:02:45.367 I wish it didn't need the "man" qualifier. 01:02:45.440 --> 01:02:47.681 Because you're like a hot dad. 01:02:48.960 --> 01:02:50.610 Without children. 01:02:57.240 --> 01:02:58.685 We shouldn't. 01:03:01.920 --> 01:03:04.127 This is the part where I say, "I was a bet." 01:03:04.200 --> 01:03:05.201 What? 01:03:05.280 --> 01:03:08.523 You know those romantic comedies when the girl is a bet? 01:03:09.280 --> 01:03:12.250 Yeah. Just because they did, doesn't mean we have to. 01:03:12.320 --> 01:03:14.926 What? What do you mean? 01:03:15.040 --> 01:03:16.246 She never told you? 01:03:16.320 --> 01:03:18.846 Jamie and Cornelia made out at the ayahuasca. 01:03:18.920 --> 01:03:21.400 It was in the papyrus reeds behind the pyramids. 01:03:23.200 --> 01:03:26.204 I'm sorry, I stole one of Tipper's Adderalls. 01:03:27.000 --> 01:03:28.126 Do you wanna go dancing? 01:03:28.240 --> 01:03:29.321 Yeah. 01:03:30.400 --> 01:03:32.528 I'm not going home tonight. 01:03:49.920 --> 01:03:51.160 Thanks for meeting me so early. 01:03:51.520 --> 01:03:52.681 We've got a butt-load to do. 01:03:52.760 --> 01:03:55.161 Dave needs a budget for Afghanistan. 01:03:55.240 --> 01:03:56.446 I'm almost finished with it. 01:03:56.560 --> 01:03:59.086 I've been reading a lot about Afghanistan. It's crazy. 01:03:59.160 --> 01:04:01.921 You know no one has ever been able to successfully occupy Afghanistan? 01:04:01.960 --> 01:04:03.007 I've heard that. 01:04:03.080 --> 01:04:04.127 But I think we've got something now. 01:04:04.200 --> 01:04:07.443 With your help, it can really be something. 01:04:07.520 --> 01:04:09.124 Leslie's notes were beautiful. 01:04:09.520 --> 01:04:11.124 He's smart that way. 01:04:11.240 --> 01:04:13.607 And really chill to kick it with. 01:04:17.320 --> 01:04:18.845 I'm sorry, I... 01:04:20.960 --> 01:04:24.567 Josh and I had a fight last night, and he didn't come home. 01:04:25.000 --> 01:04:26.081 Hey. 01:04:28.400 --> 01:04:30.289 Hey, hey. 01:04:33.360 --> 01:04:36.284 It's going to be okay. Joshy will come back. 01:04:37.040 --> 01:04:38.371 Thank you. 01:04:39.120 --> 01:04:40.121 Ugh! 01:04:40.200 --> 01:04:41.565 I'm sorry I'm like this. 01:04:41.640 --> 01:04:43.290 Hey, no worries. 01:04:45.640 --> 01:04:48.680 I was thinking, maybe you and your dad would wanna work on my thing together. 01:04:50.000 --> 01:04:51.889 He seems to wanna get involved. 01:04:51.960 --> 01:04:54.566 It might be kind of great, right? 01:04:54.640 --> 01:04:58.486 I mean, you're producing, but he could bless it, essentially. 01:04:58.560 --> 01:05:01.245 Bless it? Like a sneeze? 01:05:01.320 --> 01:05:04.005 No. I was thinking more like the Pope. 01:05:04.800 --> 01:05:06.882 He doesn't really do that kind of thing. 01:05:06.960 --> 01:05:09.088 Well, I think if you asked him, he might. 01:05:10.840 --> 01:05:13.047 Did you ever see Power Elite? 01:05:13.120 --> 01:05:14.167 What's that? 01:05:15.120 --> 01:05:17.441 Josh's movie! God damn, yes. 01:05:17.520 --> 01:05:19.602 I told him that. I loved that scene with the dogs. 01:05:19.680 --> 01:05:22.160 When you went to Josh's class, 01:05:22.240 --> 01:05:24.242 you knew Josh and I were married, didn't you? 01:05:24.320 --> 01:05:25.924 And that Leslie was my dad. 01:05:27.640 --> 01:05:30.849 Hey, I admire lots of people. I want lots of things. 01:05:30.920 --> 01:05:35.448 You know what I mean. We all want stuff. It doesn't mean we're douche bags. 01:05:35.640 --> 01:05:38.680 You're a hip chick. You kissed me, you're married to my friend, but I get it. 01:05:39.120 --> 01:05:40.610 I thought you were Josh. 01:05:40.680 --> 01:05:42.170 The first time. 01:05:44.520 --> 01:05:48.320 You know, but out of context, if other people heard about it, 01:05:49.320 --> 01:05:51.368 it might be misconstrued. 01:06:01.160 --> 01:06:02.400 Where were you last night? 01:06:02.520 --> 01:06:04.807 I was dancing with Darby in an after-hours gay club. 01:06:04.880 --> 01:06:06.211 Is this some kind of a private meeting? 01:06:06.280 --> 01:06:08.931 - Did you follow me here? - I follow him on Twitter! 01:06:09.000 --> 01:06:10.809 We can't lie like we used to lie anymore. 01:06:10.880 --> 01:06:12.928 Everything's reported. Nothing is private. 01:06:13.000 --> 01:06:15.810 - There's nothing going on. - Don't lie to me. You kissed him. 01:06:15.880 --> 01:06:18.565 - I know all about it. - I thought he was you, Joshy. 01:06:18.640 --> 01:06:21.484 Don't call me Joshy! You don't call me Joshy. 01:06:21.560 --> 01:06:23.688 - Sorry. - Lt's all a pose. 01:06:23.760 --> 01:06:28.004 It's like he once saw a sincere person and has been imitating him ever since! 01:06:28.080 --> 01:06:29.445 And you're falling for it. 01:06:29.520 --> 01:06:30.760 I didn't even like them! 01:06:30.880 --> 01:06:33.008 You convinced me how awesome they were. 01:06:33.080 --> 01:06:35.082 They're entitled little brats. 01:06:35.160 --> 01:06:37.003 And don't you see? It's all a plan. 01:06:37.080 --> 01:06:39.128 He's trying to destroy me. 01:06:40.160 --> 01:06:41.605 Go back inside! 01:06:41.720 --> 01:06:43.131 You know what? You and your father can have him. 01:06:43.200 --> 01:06:45.851 You always wanted a more successful me, so go for it. 01:06:45.920 --> 01:06:47.490 What is wrong with you? 01:06:47.560 --> 01:06:48.800 I didn't know when we got married 01:06:48.880 --> 01:06:51.121 that you'd wanna play kissy face with 25-year-olds. 01:06:51.200 --> 01:06:54.886 I didn't know that either. And I didn't know that you'd never finish your movie. 01:06:54.960 --> 01:06:57.201 I'm gonna finish it! I just need to get it right. 01:06:57.280 --> 01:07:00.363 It's obsession. It's fear. I don't know what it is. It's... 01:07:01.320 --> 01:07:04.085 - Please? Will you go back inside? - What the... 01:07:04.160 --> 01:07:06.128 It's not really about making anything. 01:07:06.200 --> 01:07:08.043 At least Jamie makes something. 01:07:08.120 --> 01:07:10.282 Do not compare what I do with him. 01:07:10.360 --> 01:07:13.443 Why not? When you felt a part of it, you loved it. 01:07:13.800 --> 01:07:16.963 And you use your movie as an excuse not to do anything. 01:07:17.040 --> 01:07:19.725 We don't go on vacations, we don't make decisions, 01:07:19.800 --> 01:07:20.961 we don't have kids. 01:07:21.040 --> 01:07:24.408 - I want a kid. - But you want it now that it's impossible. 01:07:24.480 --> 01:07:26.244 - It's not impossible. - No. 01:07:26.320 --> 01:07:27.560 It's over. It's done. 01:07:27.640 --> 01:07:31.406 I'm not putting myself through that anymore. This is closed. 01:07:45.960 --> 01:07:48.008 Marina's at a work dinner. 01:07:49.000 --> 01:07:52.163 - They're both top sheets, but... You know. - Thanks. 01:07:52.440 --> 01:07:55.922 Ah, you might wake up when I come through for Willow's 2:00 a.m. feeding. 01:07:56.000 --> 01:07:59.243 And the 5:00 a.m. feeding. And then all the other times she wakes up. 01:07:59.320 --> 01:08:01.322 That's okay. How is she? 01:08:01.720 --> 01:08:02.767 Cool baby. 01:08:03.000 --> 01:08:05.367 But, to be honest, 01:08:07.000 --> 01:08:09.082 it's a little hard for me to relate to an infant. 01:08:09.520 --> 01:08:11.124 It seems kind of cool though. 01:08:11.480 --> 01:08:15.610 It's like the pregnancy is its own thing. You get so used to it. 01:08:15.680 --> 01:08:19.924 After a while, I just felt like, we did this, we don't actually need the baby. 01:08:22.160 --> 01:08:25.846 I'm sorry if I've appeared crazy or... I don't know. 01:08:26.920 --> 01:08:29.002 I'm sorry we didn't invite you to the party. 01:08:29.680 --> 01:08:32.331 I think I've been jealous of you guys having a kid. 01:08:33.960 --> 01:08:35.325 You know... 01:08:36.000 --> 01:08:38.048 Before you have a kid, everyone tells you, 01:08:38.120 --> 01:08:40.088 "lt's the best thing you'll ever do." 01:08:40.160 --> 01:08:42.049 And as soon as you get the baby back from the hospital, 01:08:42.120 --> 01:08:45.283 those same people are like, "Don't worry, it gets better." 01:08:45.360 --> 01:08:47.761 I'm like, "What the fuck was all that before?" 01:08:47.840 --> 01:08:52.209 But having Willow must've changed your whole perspective on life. 01:08:52.720 --> 01:08:54.760 Not as much as I'd hoped it would. 01:08:55.680 --> 01:08:57.125 I... I love my baby, 01:08:57.480 --> 01:08:59.847 but I'm still the most important person in my life. 01:09:03.240 --> 01:09:07.484 Hey, did I tell you I have a herniated disk? L5 or some shit. 01:09:07.560 --> 01:09:09.164 I'm getting an epidural on Monday. 01:09:09.240 --> 01:09:11.846 I have arthritis in my knees. 01:09:13.120 --> 01:09:14.929 What the fuck is happening to us? 01:09:24.360 --> 01:09:25.486 Hey. 01:09:25.560 --> 01:09:26.721 Hi. 01:09:28.240 --> 01:09:29.401 Hey, man. 01:09:30.920 --> 01:09:32.809 I'm sorry about not paying you. 01:09:33.280 --> 01:09:35.203 Yeah. 01:09:35.280 --> 01:09:38.284 I mean, I hoped the money would come in, it didn't. 01:09:39.320 --> 01:09:40.765 I kind of fudged that. 01:09:41.280 --> 01:09:43.931 I just can't work for nothing, you know? 01:09:45.480 --> 01:09:49.280 But thanks for hooking me up with Jamie. I've been freelancing a bit for him. 01:09:49.360 --> 01:09:50.361 Mmm-hmm. 01:09:50.600 --> 01:09:52.045 If you're not too busy there, 01:09:52.120 --> 01:09:54.964 I wanted to hire you back for a couple of weeks. 01:09:55.040 --> 01:09:57.008 - I can pay you. - Did the grant money come in? 01:09:57.080 --> 01:09:58.127 No. 01:09:58.880 --> 01:10:00.530 I sold all my CDs. 01:10:01.640 --> 01:10:03.529 And some other things. 01:10:04.200 --> 01:10:06.407 Leslie suggested we cut the bit about Turkish politics. 01:10:06.480 --> 01:10:07.760 But I told him it was crucial... 01:10:07.800 --> 01:10:09.928 I think it's a good idea. 01:10:10.000 --> 01:10:11.411 - Yeah? - Yeah. 01:10:11.480 --> 01:10:12.970 We got to cut something. 01:10:14.080 --> 01:10:16.128 Okay, let's give it a try. 01:10:17.320 --> 01:10:19.049 I've been unhappy... 01:10:19.120 --> 01:10:21.327 Oh, this is Jamie's footage. 01:10:21.960 --> 01:10:23.200 Some stuff I was working on. 01:10:23.320 --> 01:10:25.129 - Wait. - What? 01:10:25.840 --> 01:10:27.968 Hold on that image of Kent. 01:10:28.040 --> 01:10:29.166 Okay. 01:10:30.440 --> 01:10:31.487 Blow it up. 01:10:32.040 --> 01:10:33.724 I can't do that on this machine. 01:10:33.800 --> 01:10:34.847 Really? 01:10:35.520 --> 01:10:36.601 No. 01:10:37.640 --> 01:10:39.642 That's Darby's ice cream. 01:10:39.720 --> 01:10:42.564 It looks like mint of some kind. 01:10:42.640 --> 01:10:46.122 It's avocado. Darby was there before we were. 01:10:46.200 --> 01:10:47.690 I got my first response on Facebook. 01:10:47.760 --> 01:10:48.761 This guy, Kent Arlington. 01:10:48.840 --> 01:10:50.410 I haven't seen him since high school in Santa Cruz. 01:10:50.480 --> 01:10:52.084 You said we should be open to surprises, right? 01:10:52.160 --> 01:10:53.286 I just googled Kent. Did you google him? 01:10:53.360 --> 01:10:54.930 - He was in Afghanistan. - Really? 01:10:55.000 --> 01:10:56.604 My mom was really sick with ovarian cancer. 01:10:56.680 --> 01:10:57.681 When I was in high school. 01:10:57.760 --> 01:10:59.330 - She had ovarian cancer. - Isn't that also how... 01:10:59.440 --> 01:11:01.204 Thank God I've got you, Joshy! We did what you said. 01:11:01.360 --> 01:11:03.488 We didn't know the answers. We discovered them. 01:11:03.560 --> 01:11:05.050 Don't you see? 01:11:05.720 --> 01:11:08.007 She brought Kent the ice cream. 01:11:09.400 --> 01:11:11.528 I know Jamie's your friend, 01:11:12.840 --> 01:11:15.161 but to be honest, he's kind of a prick. 01:11:17.680 --> 01:11:19.489 I'm playing Nintendo. 01:11:19.560 --> 01:11:22.689 That's not what I'm doing That's not what I'm doing. 01:11:23.440 --> 01:11:25.602 I'm crying my eyes out. 01:11:25.680 --> 01:11:28.809 That's not what I'm doing That's not what I'm doing. 01:11:28.880 --> 01:11:31.247 That's not what I'm fucking doing. 01:11:31.320 --> 01:11:35.882 I'm fucking exposing your shit Mother fucker 01:11:42.440 --> 01:11:44.841 Hey. Ls Kent here? 01:11:49.520 --> 01:11:50.646 ls everything okay? 01:11:50.720 --> 01:11:52.563 My son turns nine today. 01:11:52.720 --> 01:11:54.848 Oh. Happy birthday. 01:12:19.080 --> 01:12:21.526 - You're so intense. - I'm focusing. 01:12:24.520 --> 01:12:25.760 There. 01:12:28.880 --> 01:12:30.484 Thank you. 01:12:30.560 --> 01:12:34.360 You know, looking back on my career, I wonder, how did I accomplish so much? 01:12:34.440 --> 01:12:38.525 If I'm honest with myself, it sometimes took being a selfish prick 01:12:38.600 --> 01:12:40.602 at the expense of you and your mother. 01:12:40.680 --> 01:12:43.889 Of course, I don't say that. I say talent, work, luck. 01:12:44.440 --> 01:12:47.364 Your husband doesn't realize what it takes, he... 01:12:47.440 --> 01:12:49.363 He still believes the speeches. 01:12:49.440 --> 01:12:53.206 You know, when I first started dating him, he reminded me so much of you. 01:12:53.280 --> 01:12:57.126 He wants what I have, but he's not merciless enough to get it. 01:13:00.640 --> 01:13:04.087 I learned magic from a dude, Alvin, over in Afghanistan. 01:13:04.160 --> 01:13:07.209 - He was shredded by a land mine. - Oh, that's terrible. 01:13:07.320 --> 01:13:09.163 I'm more old-fashioned in my approach. 01:13:09.280 --> 01:13:11.851 I don't lock myself up in a box or anything, 01:13:11.920 --> 01:13:13.604 it's mostly cards and balls. 01:13:13.680 --> 01:13:16.001 I learned from watching videos on YouTube. 01:13:16.120 --> 01:13:17.849 It keeps me from going out of my head. 01:13:17.920 --> 01:13:21.720 Yeah, we need distractions. For me, it's the Internet. 01:13:21.800 --> 01:13:23.450 I'm trying to go on less, you know. 01:13:23.520 --> 01:13:26.364 You know, it's like how many times can I check The Huffington Post? 01:13:26.440 --> 01:13:27.930 How did you fucking do that? 01:13:28.000 --> 01:13:29.729 - Louis! - Sorry. 01:13:30.080 --> 01:13:32.890 So, what made you contact Jamie on Facebook? 01:13:33.000 --> 01:13:34.570 What do you mean? 01:13:34.680 --> 01:13:36.091 What made you reach out to him? 01:13:36.160 --> 01:13:39.164 I didn't. He contacted me. Here, you got something. 01:13:39.840 --> 01:13:41.205 Other side. 01:13:41.280 --> 01:13:43.009 I had no idea who he was. 01:13:43.880 --> 01:13:47.168 - Really? - Yeah. He said that he lived with Darby. 01:13:47.240 --> 01:13:48.287 You remember Darby? 01:13:48.400 --> 01:13:51.085 Yeah, Darby's been a friend for years. 01:13:51.160 --> 01:13:53.811 We'd Skype sometimes when I was in Kandahar. 01:13:53.880 --> 01:13:57.441 The reception was really shitty, though, it'd freeze up all the time. 01:13:57.520 --> 01:13:59.443 Did she, uh, know about... 01:14:00.840 --> 01:14:02.524 That you were in the hospital? 01:14:02.600 --> 01:14:04.011 Who are you again? 01:14:04.520 --> 01:14:06.443 I'm Jamie's cameraman. 01:14:06.520 --> 01:14:08.124 And why are you asking me this stuff? 01:14:08.200 --> 01:14:11.522 - I'm, uh, fact-checking the movie. - Uh-huh. 01:14:12.520 --> 01:14:15.205 - Hey! Bring that back, you fuckers! - Kent! 01:14:15.280 --> 01:14:17.408 What did you think when Jamie started talking 01:14:17.480 --> 01:14:20.563 about Darby's childhood as if it was his own? 01:14:20.640 --> 01:14:23.120 He said that he was playing a part. 01:14:24.480 --> 01:14:26.369 He said that when? 01:14:26.480 --> 01:14:30.280 He called me a week or so before you guys came up and filmed me. 01:14:30.400 --> 01:14:32.721 Can you, uh... Can you say that again? 01:14:36.680 --> 01:14:39.729 Josh, it's me, again. I just... 01:14:40.920 --> 01:14:43.605 I... I am so sorry. 01:14:43.680 --> 01:14:48.447 I hope you come to my dad's thing. He'd like it and I'd like it. 01:14:48.520 --> 01:14:53.686 And I'm so sorry for all the things we said and... 01:14:54.680 --> 01:14:58.048 Can you come? Can you call me back, please? 01:14:58.120 --> 01:14:59.326 Where are you, Josh? 01:15:09.960 --> 01:15:12.770 - I've got to talk to Jamie. - He's not here. 01:15:14.680 --> 01:15:16.523 - You going somewhere? - Tampa. 01:15:16.600 --> 01:15:18.967 If I stay here any longer, I'll Girl, Interrupt. 01:15:19.040 --> 01:15:20.849 I was just with Kent. 01:15:21.680 --> 01:15:22.761 Oh, Kent. 01:15:24.240 --> 01:15:25.401 I love Kent. 01:15:25.840 --> 01:15:28.207 I saw your ice cream in Jamie's video. 01:15:31.120 --> 01:15:32.451 Well played, sir. 01:15:32.600 --> 01:15:36.082 He let me think I was the one who found out about Kent in Afghanistan. 01:15:36.160 --> 01:15:37.207 Why? 01:15:37.280 --> 01:15:39.123 Jamie doesn't wanna disappoint you. 01:15:39.200 --> 01:15:41.726 None of us wanna disappoint you. You're such a purist. 01:15:42.280 --> 01:15:45.170 Jamie would never have made the movie without Afghanistan. 01:15:45.240 --> 01:15:47.891 When I told him about Kent and the massacre, 01:15:47.960 --> 01:15:49.564 he thought it would make a good movie. 01:15:49.640 --> 01:15:51.280 He just had to figure out how to tell it. 01:15:51.440 --> 01:15:52.885 But why not tell it honestly? 01:15:52.960 --> 01:15:54.689 It's more entertaining this way. 01:15:54.760 --> 01:15:59.004 And now, it has a before and after, which, as you know, Americans love. 01:15:59.080 --> 01:16:01.481 People have to know. He can't get away with this. 01:16:01.560 --> 01:16:03.562 Jamie does whatever he wants. 01:16:03.640 --> 01:16:06.120 This goes against everything he said he admired in me. 01:16:06.200 --> 01:16:08.885 The whole principle of making a doc. 01:16:09.000 --> 01:16:12.686 Darby, you don't understand. This is fraud. It's a big deal. 01:16:12.760 --> 01:16:14.569 People are jailed for this kind of thing. 01:16:14.640 --> 01:16:16.961 I don't like to meddle with people. 01:16:17.040 --> 01:16:19.122 If they're gonna change, they'll change. 01:16:19.200 --> 01:16:20.611 Where is he? 01:16:20.720 --> 01:16:22.848 He's at your father-in-law's tribute. 01:16:23.080 --> 01:16:26.084 Oh, shit! That was now! 01:16:26.160 --> 01:16:28.970 And I returned the rental car. I'm a mess. 01:16:29.320 --> 01:16:32.051 I can give you a jacket, and you can take Jamie's Rollerblades. 01:16:33.120 --> 01:16:34.246 Thanks. 01:16:34.360 --> 01:16:38.524 You know, me and Jamie always wondered, how are we gonna get old? 01:16:38.600 --> 01:16:40.364 And the answer is... 01:16:41.360 --> 01:16:43.362 Just like everyone else. 01:16:53.200 --> 01:16:54.611 - What is your name? - Jamie Massey. 01:16:54.680 --> 01:16:57.524 Jamie Massey, okay. Jamie Massey, everyone, Jamie Massey. 01:17:17.720 --> 01:17:20.769 Jeez Louise. I've never been to a rat fuck like this. 01:17:20.880 --> 01:17:22.564 - Did you see Patti Smith? - Where? 01:17:41.560 --> 01:17:43.244 This is my bathtub. 01:17:59.360 --> 01:18:01.601 Can I get a Shirley Temple? 01:18:01.680 --> 01:18:04.047 What're you doing, dude? 01:18:04.120 --> 01:18:06.885 - Can I stand here for a second? - No. 01:18:06.960 --> 01:18:08.880 - What can I get you, sir? - Shirley Temple. 01:18:08.920 --> 01:18:10.604 No problem. Right this way. 01:18:18.280 --> 01:18:21.363 Looking, listening. 01:18:21.440 --> 01:18:24.091 These are simple enough acts, are they not? 01:18:24.160 --> 01:18:27.562 We don't need any instruction on how to use our eyes and ears. 01:18:27.680 --> 01:18:31.366 Or we don't think we do until we see a Leslie Brietbart film. 01:18:42.120 --> 01:18:43.531 Yosh? 01:18:44.680 --> 01:18:46.011 You Okay? 01:18:46.480 --> 01:18:48.164 My friend, Leslie Brietbart. 01:18:55.040 --> 01:18:57.566 I've been thinking of tonight as my memorial for so long, 01:18:57.640 --> 01:19:02.601 I had completely forgotten that I actually had to be alive for it. 01:19:04.280 --> 01:19:05.964 ls that my jacket? 01:19:07.480 --> 01:19:08.686 Are those my blades? 01:19:09.680 --> 01:19:11.682 Are they? Who knows? 01:19:12.760 --> 01:19:16.082 Maybe they're Darby's. Darby's, yours, mine. 01:19:17.920 --> 01:19:19.001 Cookie O'Puss. 01:19:19.080 --> 01:19:20.650 Where have you been? Everyone's asking about you. 01:19:20.720 --> 01:19:22.609 I was in Poughkeepsie. 01:19:24.000 --> 01:19:25.126 Okay. 01:19:25.440 --> 01:19:28.091 It seems like you made a whole lot of stuff up. 01:19:28.200 --> 01:19:30.885 Now, people have criticized me and some of my colleagues, 01:19:30.960 --> 01:19:36.205 saying that we were pretending to be objective when there is no objectivity. 01:19:36.880 --> 01:19:39.531 Okay, we were trying to capture truth, 01:19:40.560 --> 01:19:42.528 but the truth of experience... 01:19:43.200 --> 01:19:45.646 I don't wanna miss his speech. 01:19:45.800 --> 01:19:49.327 You know, it's your responsibility to be honest. 01:19:49.400 --> 01:19:50.606 People are gonna believe it. 01:19:50.720 --> 01:19:52.006 I didn't do anything nobody else does. 01:19:52.080 --> 01:19:53.809 "I didn't do anything nobody else..." 01:19:53.880 --> 01:19:56.326 You reveal everything and nothing. 01:19:57.200 --> 01:19:59.168 You said you wanted to be a real documentarian. 01:19:59.240 --> 01:20:00.480 I do. 01:20:00.560 --> 01:20:02.289 I thought you were about process. 01:20:02.400 --> 01:20:04.880 Process and ice cream. 01:20:05.760 --> 01:20:08.411 But you really will do anything to be successful. 01:20:08.480 --> 01:20:10.289 Success isn't my thing, Josh. It's yours. 01:20:10.400 --> 01:20:12.004 Yeah, you're right, it is my thing. 01:20:12.080 --> 01:20:14.481 I've got a fucked up relationship with success. 01:20:14.560 --> 01:20:16.528 I want it and I don't have it. 01:20:16.600 --> 01:20:19.251 But what you have scares the shit out of me. 01:20:19.480 --> 01:20:21.403 What we were trying to say as filmmakers 01:20:21.480 --> 01:20:26.281 is that what we were filming was more interesting than we were. 01:20:27.080 --> 01:20:28.440 We weren't trying to be objective. 01:20:28.680 --> 01:20:31.001 You're not uncomfortable at all. 01:20:31.080 --> 01:20:32.844 Why should I be uncomfortable? 01:20:32.920 --> 01:20:34.604 See, that I just find weird. 01:20:34.680 --> 01:20:36.728 You're the only one who is weird about this. 01:20:36.800 --> 01:20:38.165 I asked you to co-direct. 01:20:38.240 --> 01:20:39.810 Yeah, because you knew I'd say, "No!" 01:20:39.920 --> 01:20:42.127 We were trying to be open 01:20:42.200 --> 01:20:44.931 and to learn from the people we were filming. 01:20:45.200 --> 01:20:47.646 Jeez, Joshy. Everyone does this kind of thing. 01:20:47.720 --> 01:20:51.008 I don't. I don't do something like this. 01:20:51.080 --> 01:20:53.048 I'm trying to make movies to figure out the truth. 01:20:53.160 --> 01:20:54.525 'Really? 'Yes! 01:20:54.600 --> 01:20:57.922 We saw truth not through telling you what we thought, 01:20:58.920 --> 01:21:02.606 but through a different ethical approach to filmmaking 01:21:03.960 --> 01:21:07.203 that allowed the world to reveal itself to us. 01:21:07.280 --> 01:21:09.487 I do know that documentaries are over. 01:21:09.560 --> 01:21:11.528 Are you kidding? It's what everyone is doing. 01:21:11.600 --> 01:21:12.886 His documentaries are over. 01:21:12.960 --> 01:21:14.883 What you're doing is something else. 01:21:14.960 --> 01:21:17.725 If everyone is filming everything, what's a documentary anymore? 01:21:17.800 --> 01:21:21.168 It has no meaning, it's just some shit you recorded! 01:21:21.800 --> 01:21:24.849 Is that old man talk? Maybe it is. 01:21:26.280 --> 01:21:29.170 You kids have been told you can do anything. 01:21:30.920 --> 01:21:33.969 You think everything is out there for you to have. It's not. 01:21:34.040 --> 01:21:38.090 Nobody owns anything. If I hear a song I like, or a story, it's mine. 01:21:38.160 --> 01:21:39.605 It's mine to use. It's everybody's. 01:21:39.680 --> 01:21:42.684 No, it isn't! That's not sharing, Jamie, that's stealing. 01:21:42.760 --> 01:21:45.366 - That's old man talk. - I am an old man! 01:21:49.000 --> 01:21:51.321 I can't let Cornelia and Leslie walk down this road with you. 01:21:51.400 --> 01:21:55.007 I want you to go in there and tell them what you've done. 01:21:56.320 --> 01:21:59.051 If you won't do it, I'll do it for you. 01:22:02.200 --> 01:22:03.531 Okay. 01:22:04.840 --> 01:22:06.569 What else can I tell you? 01:22:07.160 --> 01:22:10.846 After all these years, I still don't have all the answers. 01:22:10.920 --> 01:22:14.322 And for the sake of documentary cinema, 01:22:14.400 --> 01:22:16.323 I intend to leave it that way. 01:22:16.400 --> 01:22:19.802 Thank you so much for this tribute. 01:22:25.160 --> 01:22:26.491 You know, it's just the way... 01:22:26.560 --> 01:22:29.040 - Josh! - Sorry I'm late, Leslie. 01:22:29.120 --> 01:22:30.281 I caught your speech from the lobby, though, 01:22:30.360 --> 01:22:32.601 and it was really inspiring, spot on. 01:22:32.680 --> 01:22:33.806 Are you okay, son? Do you wanna sit down? 01:22:33.880 --> 01:22:37.282 Jamie has something he wants to tell all of you. 01:22:37.360 --> 01:22:38.360 Go ahead. 01:22:38.400 --> 01:22:41.210 Not all of the stuff in my movie happened exactly as I said it did. 01:22:41.280 --> 01:22:42.964 I played around with some of the timeline. 01:22:43.040 --> 01:22:44.041 Okay. 01:22:44.880 --> 01:22:48.487 - Yeah. - Yeah, and... And what? 01:22:50.000 --> 01:22:51.604 You did a lot more than that, come on. 01:22:52.520 --> 01:22:55.251 He didn't even know Kent. Darby did. 01:22:55.320 --> 01:22:57.402 Darby's mother died of ovarian cancer. 01:22:57.480 --> 01:22:59.562 Jamie's mom is probably alive and kicking in Idaho. 01:23:00.280 --> 01:23:01.884 Josh, this is kind of my night. 01:23:02.320 --> 01:23:04.482 - You just need to hear this. - That's basically it. 01:23:04.560 --> 01:23:07.962 That's not basically it! You knew that Kent had tried to kill himself. 01:23:08.040 --> 01:23:09.166 - Right. - Say it! 01:23:09.240 --> 01:23:10.241 Josh, let him speak. 01:23:10.760 --> 01:23:13.889 The gist is the same. I authored a bit of how I came to it. 01:23:14.920 --> 01:23:17.366 I mean, I'm not that good a writer. 01:23:17.440 --> 01:23:19.522 If I made it all up, I'd be the best writer in Hollywood 01:23:19.640 --> 01:23:21.688 and Kent would be Marlon Brando. 01:23:22.000 --> 01:23:24.128 I never said it was amazing. I just said it was faked. 01:23:24.200 --> 01:23:25.531 And some of the timeline was adjusted... 01:23:25.600 --> 01:23:27.011 Would you stop with the timeline crap? 01:23:27.080 --> 01:23:29.082 Jamie knew that Kent had tried to kill himself. 01:23:29.160 --> 01:23:31.686 That he'd been in Afghanistan. We didn’t just stumble upon it. 01:23:31.760 --> 01:23:32.841 It was rigged. 01:23:32.920 --> 01:23:36.049 Jamie invented the whole Facebook thing because he knew it would play better. 01:23:36.120 --> 01:23:37.690 Kent wasn't in Afghanistan? 01:23:37.760 --> 01:23:39.489 No, Kent was in Afghanistan. 01:23:39.560 --> 01:23:41.722 - So, what's the problem? - Lt's... 01:23:41.800 --> 01:23:45.521 It's the way... The way that he said that he found him is not true. 01:23:45.600 --> 01:23:47.523 Kent served our country, you're being offensive. 01:23:47.600 --> 01:23:49.090 Is what Josh is saying true? 01:23:49.160 --> 01:23:52.323 Well, I did know, but I don't think it really matters, though, 01:23:52.400 --> 01:23:53.606 the movie's not about that. 01:23:53.680 --> 01:23:56.843 Of course it matters. Leslie, explain. 01:23:56.920 --> 01:23:59.366 I don't know that it totally matters in this case. 01:23:59.440 --> 01:24:00.487 - What? - I don't care. 01:24:00.560 --> 01:24:01.721 I didn't expect you to care. 01:24:01.800 --> 01:24:04.406 Leslie, are you kidding me? You don't care? 01:24:04.480 --> 01:24:06.767 You just gave a speech about authenticity! 01:24:06.840 --> 01:24:09.241 The movie works on so many levels, 01:24:09.320 --> 01:24:13.006 the happenstance of it, to be honest with you, is the least interesting part. 01:24:13.080 --> 01:24:14.286 I can't believe it! 01:24:14.400 --> 01:24:18.086 This movie isn't worth the RAM it's stored on. 01:24:18.160 --> 01:24:20.686 He's a con artist, Leslie. 01:24:20.760 --> 01:24:23.331 Your generation of sit-ins and protesters 01:24:23.440 --> 01:24:27.570 and pack rats would be horrified by this demon! 01:24:27.640 --> 01:24:28.687 Josh, you're hysterical. 01:24:28.760 --> 01:24:30.680 I'm not hysterical! I'm... 01:24:31.400 --> 01:24:33.482 Shit, I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 01:24:35.600 --> 01:24:37.329 Cornelia? 01:24:37.400 --> 01:24:38.925 I don't know. 01:24:40.160 --> 01:24:41.571 I think he's an asshole, 01:24:41.680 --> 01:24:43.762 but the movie's pretty good. 01:24:43.840 --> 01:24:45.808 And I'm sorry I think that. 01:24:46.280 --> 01:24:48.567 This is so frustrating! This... 01:24:48.640 --> 01:24:50.927 I'm going to get no satisfaction here, am I? 01:24:51.000 --> 01:24:52.640 This guy's just gonna win no matter what. 01:24:53.520 --> 01:24:55.170 This is not how the world works. 01:24:55.240 --> 01:24:59.040 Why does it have to be one thing or another? Things change. 01:24:59.120 --> 01:25:00.531 Different things matter now. 01:25:00.640 --> 01:25:03.371 Okay, forget ethics then. What about me? 01:25:04.200 --> 01:25:05.440 You played me. 01:25:05.520 --> 01:25:06.931 But you acted in it. 01:25:07.000 --> 01:25:09.526 Only because I thought it was real. 01:25:14.880 --> 01:25:16.325 I loved you. 01:25:17.960 --> 01:25:20.486 I really like you, too. We're friends. 01:25:22.000 --> 01:25:23.809 I really believed it. 01:25:28.480 --> 01:25:30.562 I was a bet. 01:25:33.200 --> 01:25:34.486 Are you okay, son? 01:25:34.560 --> 01:25:36.767 I'm not crying. I'm not. 01:25:41.880 --> 01:25:42.881 Are you filming this? 01:25:43.200 --> 01:25:44.964 Josh, your sleeve is on fire! 01:25:46.640 --> 01:25:47.641 Ah! 01:26:00.520 --> 01:26:02.124 I took your note, by the way. 01:26:03.240 --> 01:26:05.322 I cut the stuff about Turkish politics. 01:26:06.120 --> 01:26:07.406 You were right, I don't need it. 01:26:07.480 --> 01:26:09.130 Glad to hear that, son. 01:26:17.920 --> 01:26:19.843 Lt doesn't matter that it was faked 01:26:19.920 --> 01:26:23.367 because the movie isn't about Afghanistan or Kent, 01:26:23.440 --> 01:26:25.920 or anyone, it's all about Jamie. 01:26:27.080 --> 01:26:32.041 In my head, when I was blading over, I swept in and exposed everything. 01:26:32.520 --> 01:26:34.568 I was such a hero. 01:26:37.520 --> 01:26:38.931 Thanks. 01:26:42.840 --> 01:26:45.810 I wanted so badly... 01:26:48.800 --> 01:26:50.882 I wanted to be admired. 01:26:52.640 --> 01:26:55.086 - I wanted a protégé. - I know. 01:26:56.040 --> 01:26:59.249 He looked at me like I was a real grown-up person. 01:27:00.560 --> 01:27:01.561 For the first time in my life, 01:27:01.640 --> 01:27:06.009 I stopped thinking of myself as a child imitating an adult. 01:27:06.480 --> 01:27:08.323 You feel that way, too? 01:27:10.320 --> 01:27:13.767 I'm 44, and there are things I will never do. 01:27:15.520 --> 01:27:17.488 Things I won't have. 01:27:20.120 --> 01:27:22.327 What's the opposite of "the world is your oyster?" 01:27:23.920 --> 01:27:28.482 I wish we could just go back and meet each other all over again. 01:27:30.880 --> 01:27:33.406 I'd present myself differently, 01:27:33.480 --> 01:27:34.925 so I didn't get your hopes up. 01:27:39.320 --> 01:27:41.687 I think it's hard for me to have something great every day 01:27:44.000 --> 01:27:45.525 and to acknowledge it. 01:27:50.200 --> 01:27:52.567 I have something great every day. 01:27:58.160 --> 01:28:00.083 If we were different people, 01:28:00.160 --> 01:28:03.289 I'd ask you to renew our vows. 01:28:05.080 --> 01:28:07.526 I think it's nice to renew vows. 01:28:09.720 --> 01:28:11.961 Maybe we are different people. 01:28:40.240 --> 01:28:41.571 Call when you get there! 01:28:41.640 --> 01:28:42.687 We Will, FOX. 01:28:42.760 --> 01:28:44.762 You're gonna be such great parents. 01:28:44.880 --> 01:28:46.484 Hey, the guy is waving at us. We gotta go, Marina! 01:28:46.560 --> 01:28:47.607 They changed the rules. 01:28:48.240 --> 01:28:49.321 Bye, Willow! 01:28:49.400 --> 01:28:50.845 We'll be back in a week. 01:28:50.920 --> 01:28:52.684 Fox, I'm gonna cry. 01:28:52.760 --> 01:28:54.250 The cop's coming, Marina. We gotta go. 01:28:54.320 --> 01:28:56.368 Send pictures of the little man. We love you guys. 01:28:56.920 --> 01:28:58.160 - All right, bye. - Love you, Fletcher! 01:28:58.240 --> 01:29:01.483 I love you, too, but I'm not getting arrested for you. Marina! 01:29:06.760 --> 01:29:08.285 Oh. Thanks. 01:29:09.520 --> 01:29:13.047 - You really need 10? - Lt's four hours to Port-au-Prince. 01:29:18.120 --> 01:29:19.360 I can't believe it. 01:29:19.440 --> 01:29:20.771 Me neither. 01:29:31.120 --> 01:29:32.610 Look who it is! 01:29:38.080 --> 01:29:39.366 Are you a hipster? 01:29:39.480 --> 01:29:41.926 Well, I'm of a certain age, and I wear tight jeans. 01:29:42.520 --> 01:29:45.808 It's out there. The evil is unleashed. 01:29:47.520 --> 01:29:50.683 No, you were right, he's not evil. 01:29:52.960 --> 01:29:54.564 He's just young. 01:29:57.840 --> 01:29:58.841 Mmm. 01:30:47.072 --> 01:31:07.072 ♪ Hope it helped -> bozxphd ♪